The lifelong story...

2010-08-14T14:50:00.001+08:00

Okay, I was just looking up some very old msn convos. and look how cheesey my girl can get. gosh. Btw, this is dated 27/02/2009.

Ignatius. says (3:43 PM):
okay, and what do i need to bring again?
Ignatius. says (3:43 PM):
in case i forget sth
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
hahaha
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
bible?
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
notebook
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
love are you there?
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
stationary?
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
dont mind my spelling
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
ahhaha
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
yourself?
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
jacket?
Valerie. says (3:43 PM):
lopsl
Ignatius. says (3:44 PM):
haha
Ignatius. says (3:44 PM):
what if i forget to bring myself?
Ignatius. says (3:44 PM):
lol!
Valerie. says (3:44 PM):
i will go find you
Valerie. says (3:44 PM):
hahaa

2010-05-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

Do unto others what you want them do unto you.
Just funny how we can have totally different reactions to the same actions, only reversing the roles.

Sometimes I really wonder, is it me?

2010-03-04T20:50:00.004+08:00

Well, I dont know why, but I have loads of emotions running wild in me, but I just cant seem to word them out. but I guess to put it simply,

I just want us to be happy.

2010-01-24T08:31:00.001+08:00

On this day of your life, Gabriel, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

2009-12-21T01:00:00.004+08:00

Okay. So I finally got a job. Great? not.
its wayyy into the Christmas week and while everyone is happily shopping, eating and playing, I'm working my ass off, and having to face the stupid attitudes of the bosses. Also, everyone else came with friends and either speak chinese or malay. so I'm pretty much left no where with no one. To make matters worse, my only form of exit from this torturous time, has also been eliminated officially as of today: Using the phone has been banned. not only on the premises, but even in the toilet. What the heck? got scolded today also. and even talking to colleagues is banned. fml seriously.

one word to describe life now: SUCKS!

On a lighter note, Dearest came over to fetch me today. Thank God for that really. else I think I'll just die or smth. oh wells. Thats all I suppose.

Thank you Love, it meant ALOT!

2009-12-10T11:53:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, just looking at you, brings a smile upon my face

I know its been uberrrrr long since I've blogged. and well, life as such, has been a journey with tonnes of ups and downs. Thanks to all the emotion-filled events that happened, I've changed. In one way or another. Surely there were many negative things that happened throughout this year, and sometimes, a better alternative to those bad times, were just to drop dead and die.

but somehow, and someway, I've made it through all of them, becoming stronger with each hurdle crossed. And looking back, however long a year seemed to be, it was as if the year was gone just in a flash. and right now, its already in December and soon, a new year again.

And Results in JAN! EXCITED. haha. Hope to get many many 'A's.
However, on the contrary, I'm actually afraid of the future. Unsure of which path of tertiary education to take, afraid of regretting the massive decision I'll eventually have to make come January.

Whatever the case, I know God will always be with me through it all, guiding each step I take.

2009-11-06T13:05:00.002+08:00

The Answer To Our Lives - Backstreet Boys

You see me sitting here
A ~~smile~~ upon my face
The time has come but you know that its not too late
There's been too many things
Together we've seen
It's not that hard if we start to believe
And we're not gonna take anymore
Can we try to erase all the pain
So please

Chorus

Show me a reason
Give me a sign
Tell me the way we fall out of line
Is it today
Or is it tonight
We'll find the answer to our life

This world is not at ease
We seem to hide the truth
But then there is only so much we can leave at ease
Its up to you and me
To fix our destiny
The turn is here so lets take a stand
And were not gonna take any more
Can we try to erase all the pain
So please

(chorus)

So tell me why we have to cry ( i try)
When theres so many things we can do to help these troubles
The world will start anew
I need a reason
I need a sign
Theres no turning back
Im here by your side
Is it today or maybe tonight
We'll find
The answer to our lives
Show me the way
Give me a sign
Tell me the way we fall out of line
Is it today
Is it tonight
The answer to our lives

(chorus x2)

2009-08-12T11:50:00.001+08:00

1 Corinthians 13

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

2009-07-19T01:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, the YISS post was super delayed. but anyway, I kinda just felt like something asking me to post this post. so yeah. I guess, lasting relationships, doesnt just appear like *poof!* like that. I believe relationships have many factors, and its no easy feat being able to withstand the other party throwing tantrums, screaming and shouting at you and even hitting you. Therefore...

When I was just walking back just now, and it suddenly struck me. like the 3 'G's to a relationship.

First and foremost,
God-centred.
Always keep relationships focused on God so that our thoughts and actions may not run astray. As God IS love. Without God, what love is there?

Secondly,
Good Ground.
As a house must have good foundation to withstand storms, so must a relationship have a good friendship. Often, relationships dont work out as people fail to understand the other party well enough before going into the relationship. Okay, I know this is supposed to be the pre-relationship one, but yeah. Without a good base, the rest of the relationship is merely resting on unstable ground and may just fall apart. so its impt too. you get the drift.

Last but not least,
Giving. Cos love, IS giving.

"But love [agape] your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked." (Luke 6:35)

I know its about your enemies, but it applies too. When you love, its about the giving and not the receiving. and when you give, you shouldnt expect anything in return. As these expectations leads to disappointments should they not be met and yeah..you get the point.

So yeah, thats all! God bless!

2009-06-24T11:16:00.013+08:00

I am RESCUED BY LOVE!

Okay, the 21st Youth In the Spirit Seminar (YISS)-Rescued by Love, was AWESOME!

Pre-Camp
After a night of tossing around the bed, I awoke to a bright new day, with mixed emotions of whats to happen over the next 4 days. Afraid, I cried. but nonetheless, I geared myself up for the camp. After my mum shoved 2 pies into my hands, I left for CSC.

Day One
Day 1 was Simply FUN. We were exposed to the theme song, and then the games. were just SUPER FUN! LOVE Dinosaur eggs. hahaha. Shooting water with high-pressured water guns that inflict tremendous pain to the unprotected faces of opponents. Snatching 'wedgies' or 'tails' that gives 'power' from the opponents, disabling them. Teaming up to counter them. Simply awesome. "Spongebob" was also kinda fun. haha. Blindfolded, squeezing sponges into bottles on heads of Facilitators, with majority of the water not reaching its goal, but falling onto the poor facils heads and Marius was the poor fac of my group. Haha. HEBREWS 9:28! Oh and not forgetting, the foolishly fun Telematch 2. Haha. RETARDED! Donning eye-catching Pink goggles, Bath cap, a yellow apron and glittering blue and silver decorations, and run through a course of silly acts like spinning in circles, duck walk, skipping, crab walk, jumping jets, ballet walk and monkey walk. haha. what more can I say. but it was fun ba.Like seriously. and and during mass, I was actually kinda feeling down, unsure of what to expect for the remaining days, unsure if God was listening, unsure of His love. Then came about the 'peace giving' part. and Flo was the first to give a hug, and said not once, but twice, "God loves you" and I was dumbfounded. Like just, wow. Then had sessions and all, and rested early that night.

Day Two
After the chilly sleep of Day One (I meant chilly, as in it was freaking cold), I was woken up to a familiar but yet different music. It was Pretty Woman. but what do you know. it was in Tamil! Haha. Day Two, we were prepared for recon and healing. Recon was great, making a good confession, feeling featherlight after that. Healing was great too, with the pioneer batch of YISS participants being healed with the Blessed Sacrament, I rested in the Spirit within seconds of the healing when it came to my turn. Victory Praise was awesome as well, jumping and praising God with all that we have.

Day Three
Woke up to an early morning, Mass by Archie. Followed by picture taking and all. and I guess, I would describe the day as: disappointing. It was the day of Outpouring of the Holy Spirit. And I just wanted something extraordinary to happen to me. but it wasnt meant to be for God had His ways. Thus, I was disappointed and doubtful about the gift of Tongues that I supposedly received, unsure whether it was my own imitating of tongues, or it was indeed the gift of Tongues as I was already exposed to Tongues for a long long time in Amplify.

Day Four
Last day of YISS. God works in mysterious and awesome ways sometimes. It was ministering time. and those who were unable to let go of some burdens and stuff were told to go forward and were prayed upon. I felt okay, so I just sat there and prayed in my affirmed gift of Tongues. My heart was soon drowned by sorrow as I continued to pray for the others, sobbing and tearing, shaking uncontrollably. I stopped and then started to sob several times and finally, when I got up, exhaustion filled my body. Little bits of joy soon came along. I was later told that, the sorrow that I felt, was that of others and the Spirit was working through me, to help release their sorrows. Something like that ba. Anyway, it was a real affirmation and encouragement that God was indeed there. Despite it being the last day of YISS, it was but the beginning of a new journey.

YISS has been an awesome experience for me as I experienced God in a most tangible way. The camp has brought me so much closer to God, and have enlightened me. His love is infinite and I am RESCUED BY His LOVE!

PICTURES!

Shagged HEBREWS after Dinosaur Eggs. (I know I look unglam.)

HEBREWS 9:28!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=94527834946
YISS VIDEO!

Neverending - David Crowder Band

Fun Song!

You Lifted Me Out.wma - Chris Tomlin

Rescued by Love theme song!

2009-05-28T14:52:00.005+08:00

Alrights, I'm like 16 yrs old alrd? haha? Birthday was celebrated, somewhat over a stretch of 3 days? Haha! Thurs went to love's school, ate a bit, then rushed back for dinner with family. Friday opened the presents that she gave? haha? then sat was the dinner. and I felt it was okay? though Val was like, sucks to the max and sucks. haha. what to do. Perfectionists are like that. haha.

Pictures!

Then SA1, well. Dint go quite well I guess? Guess I really better buck up. got like 1 A1, 1 B3, 4 C6 and 1 D7. and 2 of the C6 is 49 and then rounded up one? Shits. I've never seen so many sixes in my life before man. but on the lighter note, I got A1 for CCA alrd? so yeah?

O's for Chinese are like in 4 Days, and I'm having a mix of feelings? oh wells? Worried. about failing. about what questions will come out. about how I will go about doing them. Confident. about scoring in some questions for the letter and compo. Afraid of those questions not coming out. *bish* get off the comp and go study now. Till next time!

2009-04-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday DEAREST VALERIE FAITH LEE WEI LING!

Dear Valerie,
Well, in this year, I'm sure you've experienced many ups and downs. and I know there were times you were really down. but what matters is, you are where you are here today. You've came and went through those difficulties, and it only but makes you a stronger person each time.
I'm really thankful for you that you are existent in my life, not only existent, but also being a major part of my life in fact. To me, its a real blessing from God to have you alright. Birthdays are celebrated because people want to rejoice that you are alive, rejoice about the day you were borned.

With these, I wish you a blessed and great year ahead! Continue to pray and grow in faith dear! "Delight in the LORD and He will give you your heart's desires"

Love,
Gabriel Ignatius.

2009-04-04T01:28:00.004+08:00

wow oh wow, its April alrd? haha? anws, cca is done and over for me. I kinda dint do well in the competition though? sure there were regrets. but oh wells. whats done is done.

On another note, today had physics SPA( Science Practical Assessment ). and thank God, it was superb. haha. I dint even do the experiment before really? though I think I was supposed to do once, but I dint come or sth like that? haha. but thank God I dint screw up like many of my friends though. not that I'm suaning them. but yeah. Oh yeah! also, I guess I'm kinda closer to God now. perhaps cos of recon or sth. but yeah, I kinda feel closer to God lor. haha. and and and, have I said I did well for a compo yet? haha? first ever 25/30? like wow oh wow, best in class can. haha. Hopefully I can do that in O's as well, and get that A1? haha?

oh wells. I suddenly got nothing more to say. so yeah.

2009-03-23T20:11:00.009+08:00

Hello people, Valerie is taking over for Gabriel Lim for now.Since he is helping with the wrapping of the pressie:D Okay,so as i am typing this,Gabriel Lim is super busy wrapping up 3 presents for me.Sweet isnt it?I know,I am super bored.And in my bordom,apparently i took some pictures of him doing work.But too bad,he was busy and i think some of them turned out blur.But ohwells.

Apparently my english is bad cos i just told that boy that he was a poker face.And he was patiently explaining to me,poker face means expressionless.I din believe him and what do you know he was right.And now,he is happy laughing at my mistake.That faggot!

And what do you know,i just cut 2 strands of leg hair from him.Its revenge:D Haha!Evil much!

And now,i am drinking pudding milk tea while waiting for that boy wrap that last pressie.And i am super bored yo.There is nothing to do for now.

okay, gabriel here now.
tsk tsk. that girl took so many unglam pictures of me. still can get angry with me for asking how I should wrap it. tsk tsk. nu ren ar nu ren. zhen bu dong ni men yao she me. haha!

man, musnt let her see all these yet. haha! nothing much to blog about really, but term 2's started. oh wells? and competition soon. hopefully I can get over it asap. then studies all the way? like yeah.

and random! ytd, while I was looking through the Newpaper.

Me:(looking for EPL table)
Me:Eh, where's the table? (was referring to the EPL table)
love:*points to a random table she sees* There.
Me: (laughs real hard! haha! so adorable can(: like so innocently pointing to the table like that. haha!)

but its okay my dear, I still love you(: haha!
Thats all for today, Till next time!

2009-03-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

Okay, my throat's being a bitch. my nose's being a bitch. and still I havta blog at the request of my dearest girl. HAha! Jokes love(:

Anws, its march hols alrd! and hell no, it wasn't a good start. today, was a bad bad day. and love prolly knows why. many reasons. no earpiece. no phone. stupid ass in school. chinese. pants. nose. throat. sneeze. like I was so fed up, I could just whack someone perhaps? lol?

So I'm coughing, with my nose blocked, sneezing since who knows when. and like wow I'm shagged from a long day. and I hope I can get well soon? its not a good time to fall ill, especially with the Nationals approaching very soon. Soooo many things piling up. sooooo many things to do. Sooooooooooooo little time. homework. study. shoot. etc etc. Man, thank God shooting will be over after early april.

Anws, today was a rather okay day? NOT! School in the morning, reached at 8, thinking I was late. end up, lessons were supposed to start at 8.30. haha. and end up the whole class dint know how to do the homework when I actually thought I was so gonna die cos I dint do. lols. After that, Chinese lessons all. usual. oral. J8-ed with Russell. KFC-ed. and there was this lady that went to the counter with her box of chickens when I was paying for the food. the convo was in chinese and the cashier was like, a chinese-chinese? those with the chinese accent kind? I was like trying to understand her all. haha!
KFC=the chinese girl who served me. she was wearing white,so I guess its the manager or sth.

Lady:why is the chicken so black? Its not well done. this means that your oil is bad.
KFC:Its not we cook one. its other places cook then bring over one. this place too small.

(and then they just repeat to each other for like 2 times again? haha? like wth?)

Lady:I mean, I tell you , is that I feedback to you. so you can tell them. why you keep telling me that its not you cook.
KFC:Sorry, I know, sorry...., ...., sorry.

like wow dunno how many sorrys did she say man.
Like wow to those ppl having to serve customers. even though some ppl may be super unreasonable and stuff. you still havta bear with it, and not offend her further, and say sorry?

Okay, enough about KFC, fat alrd. Haha! then Russell and I gobbled down our food? and then ran over to the mrt, and then safra yishun? then trained. I suppose I shot not bad today? though I can do better of cos. still hitting alot of 8s. like oh wells.

Then went over to meet love at amk? who kinda wow. supposedly we were to meet at amk, after she finished her work and I finished shooting? end up she ended early and decided to go home first then went back amk? haha? she was still earlier than me though. and poor her had to wait for half an hour or so? Sorry love. hahs. and then it was poor me-I had to put up with her grumpy-ness of course. haha. its okay. You're forgiven my dear(: then laksa-ed, and saw poon and lynn and john? haha? Shopped for snacks, homed(:

love,
a simple word,
a deep meaning.

2009-03-09T00:00:00.004+08:00

We were chatting about Mafia Wars on msn. haha!

Valerie. says (11:55 PM):
ber i got 13 reward points
then hor
for 10
i can have my energy top up
what do you think
Ignatius. says (11:55 PM):
hahahha
Valerie. says (11:55 PM):
man please dont go tell ppll
i actually have to ask my boyf about this
Ignatius. says (11:55 PM):
lols!
Ignatius. says (11:56 PM):
wait ar, i forgot whats good about the reward points
haha!

so adorable isnt she? haha!

Valerie. says (11:56 PM):
haha!
okay
boys
have you asked your mrs lim? (she was asking me to ask my mum out for shopping. lols!)
Ignatius. says (11:57 PM):
hahaha
asked you?
ask what?
haha!
Valerie. says (11:57 PM):
ask the senior one la.
lols!
Ignatius. says (11:57 PM):
hahahahaha!
Valerie. says (11:57 PM):
EHHH DID I JUST SAY THAT
CRAP
Ignatius. says (11:57 PM):
say until like ni shi xiao lao po like that. haha?
Valerie. says (11:58 PM):
i will gladly be the xiao lao po if your mama is the senior one:D
Ignatius. says (11:58 PM):
haha? she's in the room? lol?
and the reward points, dont redeem yet. not worth. hahs?
Ignatius. says (11:59 PM):
even if wanna redeem, ppl usually redeem for skill points.
Valerie. says (11:59 PM):
hahhaa
okay mr boyfriend:D

Valerie. says (12:26 AM):
hhaqhhaaa
awwww
i think this pic
dont even have to do editing
ahhahaha
cos its already perfect with you inside:D

Thats when I love you(:

2009-03-01T18:47:00.008+08:00

*slaps self* its been one whole month since I've blogged. gosh. "last published on Feb 1, 2009"

Note to self:blog more than twice a month, AT LEAST. pardon me but time is simply against me? My teacher said this, TIME: Time is my enemy. CCA commitments, school. and meeting love and other things. by the time I reach home, its about time to sleep man. tsk tsk. I barely have time for myself?

Sec 4 life=BUSY!

anws, just a few random pictures. after all, a picture speaks a thousand words.

I suppose this was wednesday? when I dint go to school. haha. and at first love wanted to follow me to the doc, and when I was about to go, my mum said she was going also. end up, we all went together. haha. and this was when they were shopping. See what love meant by it was all her name afterwards? like she was even closer to my mum than me! haha!

just random(: lol. wanted to take another photo of them shopping. but later love saw me? haha. tsk tsk.

this was yesterday at subway. and the smiley. was really NOT purposely made. it just so happened the sauce dripped to form that? haha!

Haha. my busy girl(: eating still must reach for the phone eh. tsk tsk.
dint your mama teach you not to use phone when eating? haha!

was browsing through my pictures at safra while waiting for my dad to fetch me. and seeing pictures of you/us, just brings a smile to my face(: Thank God for you(:

You know that feeling?
where you just wanna smile,
like literally from ear to ear,
and just thank God?
-Its when I see you,
Valerie Faith Lee(:

(not that I only thank God then, but you get the drift)

2009-02-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...its been like pretty long since I've blogged? haha.
this yr I just never found the time/felt like wanting to blog? like yeah.

Anws, life has been, okay? lol? dont know howta describe also. haha. but well, lets say, got bad times, and got good times? and sometimes, I just wish I dint do this, or that. but I guess, at the end of the day, everything happens for a reason. and no point picking a fuss over things when things doesnt go your way and all.

okay, so this is when I cant think? like man.

Whatever the case, I thank God for what He has put into my life this day. like really awesome ba. sometimes things are real beautiful, but because one is so caught up with other things, ppl often fail to see the beauty and appreciate what they HAVE, but rather focus on what they WISHED they did, or focus on the bad things that are happening to them? like rather sad really. but I dont deny I'm not a victim of this also.

SO, today had cath class once again. haha. kinda helping out in Yacs, but now starting to wonder if it was the right choice that I made? like yeah. I guess it'll be able to keep me pretty occupied much? lol? After class went for mass with love. and then went to eat macs? I suppose I was pretty hungry today, and love could testify to that. haha! then towned and all? Anws, its lke 3.30 in the morning, and like wow. tmr still gotta serve mass? I would have written more, but i guess its time to sleep? so yeah. Goodnights(:

2008-12-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

a picture at its best.
smiles displayed with real happiness,
unconditionally.

2008-12-26T23:44:00.001+08:00

okay, my eyes are being such bitch really. but take at look at this.

Ignatius. says:
perhaps i'm going blind.
Ignatius. says:
haha
Valerie. says:
noooo)):
Ignatius. says:
awww..
Ignatius. says:
i wont la. i guess.
Valerie. says:
i will be your eyes(:

like yeah. there's nothing for me to say really(:

2008-12-12T17:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
love makes you do the craziest things
you had never thought of.

Alrighty, I've kinda gotten my first christmas present of the year alrd? haha! on the 8th of dec? like wow. how early was that. haha. shouldn't have gone to that expense, but yeah. thanks anws love. She prolly wont be reading this till perhaps monday anws. since she's away at camp and I'm here rotting away. haha. And well, I kinda have loads of stuff I really wanna say, but perhaps not here? Hmmm...so I guess thats all for here.

2008-12-06T17:50:00.002+08:00

Mind my ranting, then dont read.

Okay, so my dad was saying about what-the-hell calling back the post-confirmands for 6mths of classes? like who would go in the first place. anyway, I dont even know if I wanna get involved in church activities now? so if my dad really calls for that action, I doubt I will even be serving as a yac?

I dont know la. its just weird. and these few days have really been kinda suck for me I guess? and I have this tat feeling I just may be suffering from depression perhaps. and boy, I wished I knew why. perhaps its the hope that God will touch me again? but yet I cant seem to feel Him at all? perhaps, I kinda just feel, alone nowadays? or maybe perhaps its cos I wanna start studying, but just cant seem to start doing so? Right now as I'm typing all these, there's just this weird feeling in my heart. like as if I am supposed to start crying any moment or something like that.

oh well. enough of the ranting I guess. I dont even know how to describe what I'm feeling right now. so yeah. peace out.

2008-11-30T11:18:00.003+08:00

Well, I guess God has once again helped me greatly. Apparently yesterday was the ABC for the servers. and the night before that, I just realised I had a fever? and idk be it the prayer that I prayed, or the way I did things to make me feel better, but I'm sure God played a part in making me well. like man, how common isit for someone to recover from fever just within one night, without even taking medicine? okay, maybe it is or whatever I also dunno? but well, Thank God anws.

ABC
We won the first game winning the opposing team 3-0? which was a really good start of cos. though there were a little mistakes here and there all around. but they were covered up by others nicely I guess.

Then came the second game, which we needed just a draw to get through to the quarter finals? but apparently the ref kinda has to have his eyes checked up man. TWICE our players got fouled, one after the other, TWICE, the ref said play on. and Ian actually scored a first goal also? but apparently the ball went out the other side of the net cos it had a hole in it? then the ref was like, no goal? wtf? haix. and anws, as a team, we could have played better also I guess. the first goal conceded was like my fault? and abraham also was like saying it was his fault? whatever the case, we should have done better. Oh wells. better luck next time I guess. Final score: 2-1. lost.

and I guess i'm gonna start studying from tmr onwards. need to start to have the momentum again. cant always be playing all my life? so yeah. Time flies much, within a blink of an eye, its back to december again already? like man. Thats all for today.

Jetaime

2008-11-18T12:39:00.005+08:00

Love has no conditions.

2008-11-17T18:50:00.008+08:00

So ytd was confirmation. and boy time flies alright. like yeah. and I guess its good to get confirmed? though I felt totally sick during the mass. and my godpa, is super generous big time. well, overly generous I should say. I shouldn't go into further details, else ppl may just call me a show off or sth.

Yesterday
morning went out early to make confession and then homed to change. Met love and ate the sandwich she made. haha. kinda sweet eh? then had the mass, and man, was feeling super unwell from just before the anointing till lunch? Then after mass had a few pictures taken and well, was sad not to have taken more though, but well, what to do? haha. Then went out with family and my godpa's family for lunch. and well, it was pretty okay I guess? though I dint eat much cos I wasn't feeling well really. so yeah. After that, headed over to grand's place and stayed awhile and took the CPU home? so apparently home has 2 computers now. Homed, slacked awhile then changed to jeans and shoes and went off to watch madagascar with jana, don, shaun, sacha and val. pretty alright movie I guess? lol? Well, thats about how my confirmation day went. So yeah. felt rather weird to be the centre of attention for 1 day, but yeah. Haha.

here are the pictures. enjoy/

nice peace sign there godma. haha.

Colin and his ever retarded look

Was just bored so was playing with the camera. lol.

This is the most retarded picture man. George was snapping a picture of me after lunch, and whala, look at derrick's face. Haha!

2008-11-12T23:28:00.007+08:00

Sadness and hurt
comes every now and then.
only so for you to appreciate happiness when you have it.

So, I guess life has been alright? kinda a few events coming up real soon. Saturday will have wedding mass to attend, and Sunday will be confirmation mass. like gosh, time flies much. Like I never thought I would be receiving confirmation so soon, and next thing I know. its less than a week away alrd. I guess God has played a major role in my life this year, compared to the other 14yrs of my life. but hey, it's been really awesome I should say. and I'm kinda looking forward to confirmation, perhaps cos I really wanna grow in faith? and hope that the Holy Spirit would strengthen me? but boy oh boy, I'm still waiting for YISS only. but oh wells, another half a year perhaps?

Okay...I think I'm getting boring here. but hey, I'm proud of my faith.

Love. simply indescribable.

2008-10-23T13:14:00.002+08:00

1. Do you eat alot of fast food?
Depends.

2. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
I wont answer lame questions.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
nope, grumpy rather cos I couldnt have enough sleep.

4. What did you last get upset about?
over nothing.

5. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Nah.

6. What about in your 5th sent message?
I cant be bothered to take the phone(:

7. Who was the last person you ate with?
classmates

8. Who is a picture you last took of?
Love(:

9. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
Salmon!

10. Who was the last person you sat next to?
classmates

11. Where were you at 10am?
school

12. what are your plans for today?
dunno?

13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself just now?
Nothing.

14. Where is the last place you want to be now?
hell

15. When was thre last time you cried?
dunno?

16. What is your favourite song at the moment?
-

17. What were you doing at 11 last night?
eating dinner?

18. Who's near you?
No one.

19. What were you doing at 5am this morning?
Sleeping.

20. What's bothering you right now?
something but idk what?

21. Who was the last person you talked on the phone to?
Kenneth?

22. Whose house did you go to last?
Love's?

23. Who honestly knows everything about you?
idk? I dont even know if I know myself really. not to say others.

24. Who broke your heart?
hmmm?

25. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
I guess i dont have to answer this question.

26. Who was the last person who told you that they love you?Boy or Girl.
Girl

27. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
not friends

28. Are there any parts of your body that hurt?
nopes.

29. In the supermarkets, what is the first thing that catches your attention?
Girls. HAhhahaha. Jokes(: idk? depends on my mood?

30. How cool do you think you are?
Lame

31. Drugs are?
Drugs are bad for health.

What is the first thing you did this morning?
pee?

What was the last mistake you made?
i cant think of any.

32What are you listening to right now?
From the inside out-Hillsongs

33. Who is the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Love(:

34. Is there something you want to say to someone special?
perhaps not to someone, but to God. why am I feeling like this?

2008-10-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs.

So apparently life's in a dilemma right now. given that my physics has A1 and chemistry F9, I actually have 3 choices.

Drop to combined sciences, for the fact that its almost a guaranteed distinction?
Drop pure chemistry and retain pure physics, but i'll be unable to enter JC?
Try to buck up on my chemistry and yeah.

like oh wells. life is on the downside at this moment. cause I'm feeling like dunno what for no apparent reason. Gosh. argh, thats all la. before I start swearing here.

2008-10-16T12:53:00.004+08:00

Okay...So here are the results. the first day I got back my results was totally disappointing? but kinda at least got some good results ytd to feel better I guess. So yeah.

Chemistry- F9 39.5/100
Combined Humans- 27+19, D7 46/100
Chinese- C6 51/100
A Maths- B4 62.5/100
English- B4 64/100
POA- A2 71/100
E Maths- A1 79.25/100
Physics- A1 82/100

Check that out man. my pure sciences are like at the two extreme ends? like ya. Kinda disappointing for this round of exams though, like kinda had lots of careless mistakes. not could easily have gotten 2 more A1s. oh wells. I guess, Thank God for the results anyway(:

To those who are taking their O's this year, Good luck and God bless.

2008-10-12T09:14:00.004+08:00

Alright, there's this feeling of like,
utter contentment now.
like this smile appears on your face whenever.
and inside, there's just this sweet feeling, of say,
love.

Hmmm, Life has been great much. there's pretty much nothing I can ask for right now really, the word to describe it all, contentment. Like for all those things that have made me happy, sad, hurt, laugh, smile or even cry. I'm thankful for all those, cos they made me who I am today and I thank God for that.

and anws, there's this dilemma that I havta resolve soon. okay, its about dropping my pure sciences. but of cos, I havta wait for my results that I would prolly get back on Tuesday to see if I should drop. but then again, dropping pure sciences is not as simple as it seems.

Keep pure Sciences:
do badly in chemistry
do well in physics
results will not affect each other.
will be easier in JC life I suppose?

Drop pure Sciences:
lets say score well for Science,
but considered 1 subject?
but what if chemistry still cant cope?
and if I really decide to go JC, I'd struggle in there?

So like yeah. Oh wells, lets say, I'd just wait for the results ba. thats all for now! peace.

2008-10-10T10:32:00.008+08:00

Alright, exams are like finally over? like I dont even know how I should feel. I'm kinda no feelings about expecting my results? except the lousy feeling that I'm gonna fail chem of course.

and speaking of lousy, it was much worse 2 days ago after I took the paper. Like half of the paper? I just gave some crap answer I could think of? Gosh la. but God kinda planned sth to cheer me up I guess. So I was feeling lousy and went to sit under a block between compass and home, waiting for love to reply my messages on whether we were meeting. Then came this lil kiddo and the convo goes like this:

boy: kor kor, ni zhu na li? ( big brother, you live at where? )
me:Wo? Wo zhu hen yuan. (Me? I live very far)
boy:Hen yuan, na li? (very far, where?)
me:yi er ba (128)
boy:*keeps silent for 10s* ni zai na yi ge xue xiao du shu? (you studying at which school?)
me:*trys to think of my school's chinese name and gives up trying*, St Gabriel's.
boy:St Gabriel's zai na li? (St Gabriel's at where?)
me:shi long gang (Serangoon)
boy:*starts to talk about serangoon mrt the name, saying my school also serangoon.*

Then here's the bomb. Hahahah!

Boy:ni de hai zi zai na li? (Where are your kids??)
Me:*uses my oh so bad chinese to try and explain* Wo hai mei you zhang da. hai mei you zhang da, bu ke yi you hai zi. (I havent grown up, havent grow up, cannot have children.)
boy:*cutely stands on the chair and raises his arms like the hulk does. * Wo de mummy zhang de le. ta ke yi you wo. (My mummy grow up alrd, she can have me)
boy:wo zai deng wo de mummy. ta hai mei you xia lai. (I'm waiting for my mummy. She havent come down)
*his mum comes along* *he runs away and waves goodbye*

So cute can. LOL! then I msged love about it immediately. hahahaa. funny much. then I remembered a prayer said in school one day that there's God in everyone. So yeah(:

What can I say, Life is awesome,
And I thank God for everything(:

2008-09-13T02:57:00.002+08:00

Alright...Its been awhile since I've blogged, and apparently, many things are just suddenly bugging me? like oh-my-gosh.

Anws, its close to 3am on a saturday now. wth am I still online? well, I'm just trying to crap myself to sleep I guess. OKAY, cut the crap.

Today had amplify in the city? and like, I dont know howta say, but it just feels as if my faith is like, indifferent? like it really decreased alot. even when I pray, its like super dry I should say? like, I really cant feel much? and also, I failed ALL my tests for both sciences this semester? like its freaking disappointing that even though you studied, but end up getting a fail everytime? g0sh, many thoughts going through my mind right now la. Oh wells.

Perhaps, just perhaps, I'm too caught up with life and having a lack of sleep ba. So yeah. Guess the best thing now, is to go and sleep alright. So yeah. Till next time!

2008-08-21T16:05:00.007+08:00

guilty conscience,
I suppose that's what it's called.

Highlight of the day: So today had a maths test, and straight after maths test, vulgarities were being spammed by almost everyone in the class. Haha! joke much. I lost bout 4 marks for blanks I guess, apart from that quite okay.

Anws, I kinda failed my chinese test. One I was supposedly aiming above my usual score even? and my usual score is at least a pass? So like oh wells.

Hmmm...and sth's just weird going on these days. So yeah. I really have no comments ba. Just hope God enlightens the others. So yeah(:

*edit*
OH oh oh! and did i forget to mention I'm an uncle now? haha! never seemed to remember to blog about it all these time. my cousing gave birth to him(bottom), on the 08.08.08? haha! coolness much. e pic was a pic when he was 1day old. So yeah. SUPER CUTE! Thank God for the gift of life(:

Alright, thats about all.
Till next time! God bless(:

To someone, Cheer up alright!
dont think too much about the bad results ya.
learn from your mistakes, and do well next time.
God's with you, always(:

2008-08-17T11:10:00.002+08:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Gabriel
2. Ber
3. GABRIEL LIM! (whoever calls me this, knows. LOL!)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.wth is a screen name anws.
2.
3.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. teeth? Lol?
2. errmm...idk?
3. dont know again.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. MY COMPLEXION.
2. hair? idk?
3. kinda small sized perhaps?

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. huh? chim leh. LOL!
2.
3.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.Loneliness for a LONG period of time.
2. omg, flying shits. not really shits, but ya, disgusting things that fly. LOL!
3. idk liao.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. phone
2. wallet
3. Key.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. Giodano tee?
2. shorts
3. undies. (wth am I even saying what i'm wearing?)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Hillsongs.
2. Rush Of Fools.
3. dunno.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1.no particular favourites at the moment.
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
(I'll give 4 instead)
1. God
2. Mutual Trust.
3. Love.
4. Communication.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. SEXY FIGURE! WHAHAHHAHA! Jokes(: LOL! i'm just bored. Hmmm...idk? dont ask me anws, I wont answer(:
2.-
3. -

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Soccer
2. msning
3. idk?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Go to the future. or maybe, not. Patience yeah(:
2. i think i wanna pang sai. hahaha!
3. idk liao man. (why everything need 3 de. tsk tsk.)

3. THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. psychiatrist
2. Accountant
3. Banker

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1.Rome.(Jesus(:)
2. Can I go to heaven for a vacation? pretty please? Haha!
3. Spain perhaps? the gals there are Hot. Haha!! Jokes(: I've never went overseas b4. Lol. so no experience.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Tell Jesus that i am sorry(so i got a chance to go heaven)
2. if you're talking about when I'm old, Write my will. and perhaps give my INHERITANCE, to my CHILDREN(: Hahaha!
3. Hug all my loved ones(:

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I'm afraid this is not applicable to me?
2.
3.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Same goes for this question. Lol!
2.
3.

2008-08-09T11:54:00.003+08:00

Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind.
--Dr. Seuss

Alright! Praise God! I never knew this blog could howta say, inspire ppl? So yeah. Amazing much. And sometimes, this very thing we call 'love', causes people to be broken down. but well, everything happens for a reason. In the past, my faith was just as a sunday catholic kinda thing. but after some set-backs and total lost of hope and even to the extent of hating God, He eventually found a way back into my life. With just the first ever Amplify session for me, a session with the theme, "Delight in the Lord", it totally brought me back to Him alright. and I'm like so much closer to God now. okay, this may seem so drama and all, but its not. And over the past few months, I've really learnt alot and that God will always be there, no matter what. So, whatever happens, just remember to pray to the Almighty.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7, “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

To those being affected by love in anyway, God bless.

of cos, I'm not affected at this moment, just dedicating this post(: So yeah.

2008-08-04T16:40:00.003+08:00

Lol! alright, val and I are being super lame right now. Tagging and replying each other on each other tagboards. Haha! Super retarded much. Lol!

Anws, life's been kinda awesome I guess. But I feel as if I'm starting to slow things down. As in, just trying to get a hold on my studies again. So yeah. $50 for every distinction for EOY exams man. Haha! but its not all about the money anws, its just personal satisfaction(: So yeah.

However, some people just never seem to realise how important education is. Its just not right to waste one's life and time away. And when its time for Judgement Day, How will they reply when God perhaps asks, How have you made use of your life?

I really hope for such ppl to be enlightened, and start making full use of their lifes alright.

Thank you Lord for everything(:
Thank you Lord, for being the centre of our lives(:

2008-07-31T16:51:00.005+08:00

1) Why am I doing this?
because I'm asked to. Lol!

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
AROUND THE WORLD(:

3) What's your favourite thing to do?
have no idea? Lol! perhaps, just sitting down and enjoying nature(:

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
NO!

5) If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
to be a better person

6) Do you believe you can survive without money?
Gosh!No way!

7) Have you ever played an instrument?
Duh!(:

8)what would you do if you had 1 million?
have no idea. will let you all in if I do have it one day.

9) What do you think of yourself?
Nobody's perfect. I'm just a nobody. Whahahahah! Jokes(: Just another guy.

10) What's bothering you now?
something.

11) What makes you happy?
God and Friends(:

12) What type of person you hate the most?
Make love not war(:

13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
it's not an easy road to foresee?

14) If you have a superpower, what will it be?
Reading people's mind

15) What do you think is the most important in your life?
God,Family,Friends and -------

16) If it's the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
That the world will not end.

17) If you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time?
Nah,highly doubt so.(:

18) Which anime character you like most?
I dont dig anime.

19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Hmmm,depends.

20) Can you just stop doing this quiz?
yes. LOL! (it was part of the instructions, and I was lazy to think? Haha!)

left the last part Instruction: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your own personal question, make it a total of 20 question, then tag 8 people in your list. List them out and end of this p end of this post. Notify them in their chatter box that he/she was tagged to do this quiz.

I shall spare everyone ba(:
whoever wants to do, just do. lazy to tag anws. hahs.

2008-07-29T17:57:00.004+08:00

Alright, so Father k's like leaving in less then a week's time. Super sad la. He's freaking awesome can. Oh wells.

Sunday was feast day? and a feast we had indeed. Haha!

Okay, that was just the portion before mass. After mass, whacked another 100 over dollars. Haha! Anws, I wanna post a song up here. To all those out there who have ppl mocking their faith.

All day - Hillsong United

2008-07-19T01:48:00.002+08:00

choked pipe?

alright, today's amplify healing session was awesome much(:
although i dint fall during the praying over, but damn it was still good. many things ba. So yeah, all in all, God is good(:

So yeah, thats abt all I havta say? gotta hurry get some sleep now, breakfast followed by amazing race in like, 6hrs time? Alright. Peace ppl(:

patience yo, patience(:

2008-07-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

Alright. life's been good. i guess. haha. ytd kinda felt like shit again, so decided to go to the adore room. and man, it was the first time I spent so long in there? and gosh, lots of emotions were poured out there. if you get what that means. LOL!

then went off to the park to enjoy nature and stuff and surely it was peaceful. but yet, it was incomparable to east coast? haha! So yeah. then off to study. and well well, what do you know. Suddenly there's curfew for everyone. Lol. oh wells.

and tmr's shooting man. Singapore open. Like O.M.G. hope I'll be able to do my best alright.

Anws,
Thank you God for once again putting me back on track((:

alright. I guess thats about all I have to say for now.
till next time. peace.

2008-07-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Alright. so ytd was a night out to East Coast. and man, alot of talking came out of it alright. It was a good thing of cos(: haha. its always good to talk abt things. I dont really have much to say now though. cos my mood now aint so good after what my teacher said on friday kinda sunk in. So yeah.
peace.

2008-07-12T13:22:00.008+08:00

So, i've not been updating much in awhile. and life has been TERRIFIC! except for the fact that I kinda need to talk more in school? Lol. but yeah. Everything so wonderful, God, family, friends? Just AWESOME(:

Like yeah. Ytd was amplify? And the session was great man.

3 ways to love people.
1) acceptance
2) Service
3) Forgive.

alright, i kinda need to be more hardworking alrd? got LOADS of work to get started on. So yeah. work work work.

I feel real blessed right now.
blessed that God is so amazing,
blessed with a wonderful family, terrific friends,
and blessed with a one and only You(:
be happy yeah(:

2008-07-07T23:25:00.003+08:00

talking takes lots of courage
but its worth it.

Alright. So today went to Sentosa with val, her friend, and ben. haha. Okay. havta admit half the time I was left out. but was kinda fun? and rewarding? so called la. haha! pictures would be up some other day perhaps. and well well, tmr's back to school. like gosh. Okay...pray hard people. time to go sleep now.

Peace(:

2008-07-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

kays. ytd I went for the sch dental checkup. my first since pri 6? haha! If there's one physical feature I'm proud of, it gotta be my teeth. LOL! the dentist was like, there's nothing for me to do. its very clean. very neat. and healthy colour? haha! like wow. i expected it to be filled with dirt la..so much for 3 yrs not going to the dentist. LOL! and the dentist even thought I had put braces b4. haha!

for friday,

Alright! Amplify this week was DA BOMB! Lol. Awesome much. haha! Jumping and shouting and all. Lol. and the session was awesome much also. haha.

I'm rather thankful for whatever has happened all my life. Thankful to God. its like, amazing much. found me when I was lost, helped me up when I was down. and just all the things ba. like wow. what would have happened if i hadn't made this decision or that decision. but I guess I'm rather pleased with life now. and also I'm much closer to God now than like 7mths ago perhaps. So yeah(:

Blessed be the name of the Lord!

Peace(:

2008-06-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

got those words out.

Alright, life's been rather. busy I should say? So yeah. School's boring much as usual. but this term, I seem to have realised many things from my teachers ba. as in, life. So yeah.

The SJC play today was Hilarious much. Haha! but a pity I missed amplify of cos. but oh wells, there's always next week(:

okay, i seriously think anyone who reads this, must be damn bored now. cos its totally plain? LOL!

thats all I havta say. Peace(:

2008-06-21T03:46:00.002+08:00

Amazing love, how can it be
that you my king would die for me
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor you

God is awesome and He works in many wonderful ways(:
thats all for my post I guess. Lol.

2008-06-18T09:35:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking alot, perhaps too much.

Alright, i'm feeling hella sickly now after a run. like ya. like, very weak and nauseous. gosh can. oh wells. later still got buffet. just hope that I wont puke ba.

peace.

2008-06-17T09:48:00.010+08:00

Alrighty. School's gonna start, again. and soon will begin that same zombie like routine. Wake up, school, cca, dinner, homework, sleep. Gosh. Anws, its rather weird that everyone's trying so hard to get a degree and all, just for the sake of keeping up-to-date? I was telling val ytd, Aiya, might as well just go to Australia and just open a farm there. Lol! Sometimes, I just miss the carefree and slower-paced lifestyle of my younger days. but its all part and parcel of life I guess?

and looking arnd, not near and yet not far, I think of orphans. Who have limited education, limited clothings and perhaps even no roof over their heads. While WE, are trying so hard to pay thousands of dollars to get a place in a university, wearing all sorts of branded clothes, using high-tech gadgets, etc. Its just how unfair life is.

ORPHAN STATISTICS: 5.5 million orphans in Africa, 3.5 million orphans in Asia, 1.5 million orphans in Eastern Europe, Nearly 400,000 orphans in Latin America, 135,000 children in the U.S. foster care system.

oh-my-gosh. Okay, I dont even know why I'm doing this, but ya. Oh wells. God bless your people.

2008-06-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

Alrighty, today was hella hardcore.

Woke up rather early today? then came online. chatted with nana a lil. then went to get ready to meet the 19.5 clique? haha! then we all headed off to cathay. and oh-my-gosh can. I just realised today after talking to kenneth that there's undone work.Like OMG! Soooo gonna die.

Anws, who cares. Haha! we watched two movies, back to back.

First up, the OH SO HAPPENING, THE HAPPENING! Like OMG man the show. dont wanna talk about it. Then followed by The Incredible Hulk. Like man, its a thousand times better than the Happening alright. Gosh.

Then went to ate macs and all. and just chatted. Then ken and nana left, and we stayed there a lil more longer and then went to arcade. and Shaun is like forever high. Haha! like wth, eh c'mon arcade? then set luh. then he just stands up on the spot.Lol.

Arcade-ded for quite sometime and went home ba. Not really much to say? haha.

Peace(:

2008-06-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

Reginal tagged me..so here goes.

Write 20 random facts about yourself
then tag the same amount of people
as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1)I am 17+ cm?
2)relationship status:single
3)goes home late usually
4)likes t arcade
5)feet size,10
7)quite fit??
8)boy
9)loves friends?
10)loves family?
11)eats almost anth that's nice?
12)has 3 brothers
13)youngest in the family
14)OMG. i'm feeling lost thinking about more things
15)I wanna die alrd la!
16)Oh c'mon! (feeling pissed)
17)I wanna go bowling
18)I hate changes
19)still young at heart(:
20)FINALLY! I'm DONE WITH THIS QUIZ!

4mins. Gosh.

Tags:
Glenn
Val
Susanna
Gene

2008-06-12T10:08:00.002+08:00

Tagged by susanna.

SHORT QUIZ : D * If you had a choice to confess to someone that you like him/her how would you do it? Idk?

* Do you feel like your in love?maybeee..

* Name 5 people your thinking of now.*val, mum( idk why, but ya.), no one else actually. cos I just woke up, my mind's still dead. Haha!

* Some funny that happened today. nothing so far.

* Last text message from?Val :D

* 3Things that made you laugh alot.-err....idk?

YOUR TAGGED :-

2008-06-11T10:09:00.004+08:00

Rather unglam pictures out there of me. but oh wells. Its always the same on pictures for me. lol.

Anws, life has been, Puzzling. if thats the word to use. So yeah.

Ytd went out to townn. again. wanted to buy shoes, but decided to get it someother time. and then since town was SOooo boring, we went t queensway and walked arnd. boy, the toilet was creepy alright.

then sat down and chat for like rather long? Then went on to get totally lost at ikea. Haha! Damn retarded. spent more than 10mins trying to get out. LOL! Hmmmm....then after we got out, we went back in for dinner. then came out again, this time of cos, in a shorter time. Haha!

aft that, wanted to bus to Bedok for a movie and the mouth-watering hawker foods. but then decided, it was freaking far, and it'll be too late by the time we got there. so ended up, went back to ps again. then there, saw susu. then headed to marina square to play the arcade. but felt damn bad for injuring ppl can.

anws, after arcade, was abt to go train back alrd. when I realised my throat pain? so went to macs to get a coke. with salt. and there, I just realised how good it was to be a kiddo. its like, so innocent and carefree. Like wow..

Hmmm...and then train-ed back ba. Thats about all(:

To all those who are feeling down, pray to the Lord. and "Find your delight in the LORD who will give you your heart's desire" Psalm 37:4

That very verse changed my life. So yeah.

2008-06-09T14:23:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! Con camp was rather okay, but not quite what I expected. As in, I learnt quite alot. but rather disappointed still ba. So yeah. God has His plans I guess(:

and I really have not much to say. but yeah. Damn I feel real suck now, like having nth to say abt con camp except expressing my disappointment. So yeah. That means I just havta wait for YISS next yr. Talking t Andrew last night was hella awesome. He just somehow manages t convince me abt so many things. Awesome(: haha. pics of con camp will be up next time.

God is good, All the time(:

love is a decision not an emotion.
it got me thinking a bit.

2008-05-30T10:17:00.002+08:00

Time flies much. and it's alrd been more than a week since 21st may. like wow. And well, life's been great, except for the fact of my mum being......Nvm.

ANWS, I dont really know what to say actually. but I just wanna update. Haha! Lame-ness. Con camp's coming! okay, so what. I'm in the not-so-excited kinda mood. Lol. whatever. Moving on, I found a terrific website filled with quotes. but just, I kinda lost it. Haha.

Okay, hols are kinda screwed with the need to go back t sch for training on many days? so yeah. Alrighty. thats about all(:

2008-05-22T03:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, perhaps its just me. but I'm feeling a lil weird right now. like hella weird... I dont know howta say either. like I'm just not happy for no apparent reason. Oh wells.

I'm gonna pray now ba. like weird.
peace.

2008-05-21T22:11:00.004+08:00

Alright. So, I'm 15 now. its been an enormous year for me. many things have happened and many have one led to the other. and I'm very much contented with life right now. family, wonderful friends, home, what more can I ask for..So yeah.

Thanks to everyone who has been there for me and made my life oh-so-filled with joy and love, and all those who wished me((:

the day was filled with much fun and joy,
from my big bro starting off the day with a msg at exactly 12am. (OMG can. he specially waited till 12 just to wish me),
to being flooded with many wishes(: , (one of the wishes was by Christopher lye, haha. damn retard. cos ytd he msged me wishing me Happy birthday when it was not yet. then today he send again, 'Hey gabriel! THis is the real one :) ytd just preparing. Happy birthday!' like lol!,
to going out with val after school. lunch, arcade and all. Haha.
OH yes.....not to forget. PE! Floorball was damn fun! scored a damn nice goal. and my team was like the best luh can. Lol. So yeah.

nothing much t talk about really. and val was damn nice t buy a cake for me can. like when was the last time I had a cake.....Haha! small, but just the right size after having lunch. so yeap. I took a picture of it, but since my comp crashed, the software for my phone is not installed in my dad's laptop? so ya. Oh wells. Next time perhaps(:

Time flies much. Oh wells. happen that sometimes, you just dont get what you expect. but its alright.

What matters is, what I have: my family, my home, my wonderful friends(:
Alrighty, thats about all..
God bless(:

2008-05-18T08:48:00.002+08:00

Alrighty. Come to think of it, life has been great!(:
Thank God for everything-so-wonderful..just awesome in everyway(:

Okay. update of my results!
A maths-60/80, which is, 75/100! (A1)
POA-79/100 (top 20 in level can!) (A1)
Physics-52/75, which is, 69.33333/100. SUAY AR! (B3)
E maths-61.8/100, could have done better. (B4)
Combined humans-53/100, OKAY la...many failed. but could have done better (C6)
CHINESE!-52/100, EH! I passed! lol. (C6)
English-50.9/100, hey, as long as it is a pass, you're top 10% alrd. so how's that! (C6)
chemistry:(-44/100, E8. Oh wells. not detailed enough.

$50 for every distinction. so I guess thats $100 ba. Lol. needa buck up anws. 23 for L1R5. wth.

Okay, and amplify on friday was awesome much again. learnt quite alot. and ytd went arcade! haha. Damn fun. lol. next time go again((: and I guess thats about all.

and plans for 210508:none so far

2008-05-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm...time t talk about life recently

Friday was awesome much. Haha. went early t CSC to the adoration room. had some quiet time there with God. and boy I cried there. okay, maybe not cried, but teared. Haha. OH wells. but was awesome la. then had amplify. the P&W that day, was da bomb. got one part, suddenly almost made me cry also? like idk why? but ya. and yeah la. Others was okay(:

then saturday, pretty much slack? had nth much to do till class, then went to compass to eat with friends and then towned. and pretty much got lost, again. but not really my fault though. HAha! Okay ba.

and today? a usual sunday I guess? haha. served mass at 11. then went to rvm to eat, then servers practice? so ya. then soccer-ed. and here's some words for your sus: Try another sport perhaps(: Haha! Thats the best way I can phrase it(: Lol.

Alrighty. Thats about all.

Tmr's sch for just 30mins and tues no sch. prolly going out with cath class peeps on tues. So yeah. and RESULTS on WED! Gosh. hope its good(: haha. then i'll have money to shop(:

Peace(:

2008-05-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

Oh kay. Today's more or less the end of the exams(: except for the CL listening on monday? but who cares. HAha!

but it kinda had a sucky ending to it ba. Like damn disappointed with myself. Totally dint practice enough. gosh. had maths. and screwed up much. Haix. Anws, at least the drama at compass kinda made me not think about the maths so much ba.

Ken, ryan, alastair and I went to bk to eat? then there was these 3 ba-poh. (however you spell it) and GOSH it was freaking gay alright. Hahs. but had a good laugh over there luh. Lol.

And think since this month, I've been suay throughout? kena bird-shit on monday i think? then ytd kena spat at by some retarded fella? today? friend was playing with the ketchup and bang it. then of all ppl, must fly to me again? GOSH. everything, of all ppl, its me. walking with my friends on monday, but had to hit me. walking with my friends ytd, but had to spit at me. Oh wells. later one of these days, really that suay ar. walk on the road with my friends, and its me who..*CHOY!*

Oh wells. Hope I wont be SOO darn unlucky alrd ba. So yeah.

God bless(:

Centurion!

2008-05-01T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hola! no time these few days. So ya.
Anws, the more I look at my exam schedule, the more scared I become. Like wth.
Oh wells.

OKAY. Today was damn retarded.
as the picture above shows. Haha. Its some guy dressed in ancient clothings and took the mrt? Haha. How often you see someone so unusual in the mrt? HAha! See his face also. LOL! and from like serangoon till dhoby gauht? he and his friends were wayyyyy funny. Haha.

Friend:I thought last time ppl never wear specs one? (in chinese)
him: this is not specs. Its binoculars.

DAMN RETARD! Haha!
but was fun much. then went to repair my mp3 all. and then went to rvp to study. damn stress...wish I can get over exams asap. Oh wells. Thats just sth to share for today ba(: At least sth to get rid a lil of the stress. Lol.

Thats all(: Peace(:

think somemore...think...

2008-04-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! I've wasted a whole day today! Gosh.
just hope I dont fail my exams alright.

Anws, today.

Massed, and then LJS as usual? HAha. then went for saas thang. which took forever.
and then soccer-ed. And it was full of, lets say. Pain.

My hip was like aching real bad on both sides. and then I fell too. Okay, not really fell. but collided. So I ended up with a bleeding knee, which is still bleeding now, and a slightly cut elbow, and palms slightly, idk that word. but its not Okay thats all. Oh ya, and my hips that aches real bad even now. So i ended up looking like a penguin trying to walk home alone. Gosh.

And, thats all I guess? Peace(:

2008-04-26T09:05:00.003+08:00

01. If you had a chance to go out with the person you like and your favourite celebrity for the whole day(separately), what would you do?
Dont like anyone, no favourite celeb. so nth?

02. How do you feel now?
neutral?

03. If you can fulfil one wish , what would it be?
That I'll be a better person in life.

04. Who are you thankful to?
FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!(((: and most imptly, God(: thank God i've these wonderful friends(:

05. Important wishes for now?
Concentrate on exams, free my mind from distracting thoughts, and perhaps to have back my complexion? Lol.

06. If you can turn something in the past back , what would it be?
just shut my mouth about everything. but perhaps NOT. Cause life is just the way it is. and everything happens for a reason. and if all those dint happen, Life wouldnt be the way it is now. and everything would be IF this or IF that happened. but WHY live on 'IF's? instead, Live life to the fullest!

07.What are your main priorities now?
STUDIES! friends & family not to be neglected in the mean time also(:

08.What makes you happy?
not too sure? Usually a happy person I guess? haha. perhaps good exam results lor(: and text msges that keeps me company? Lol.

09.What do you wanna change in you?
in me? perhaps, doubts, hate, talk-too-little-ness.

10. What song can represent your feelings now..?
I'm feeling rather neutral? perhaps no song? haha.

11.What type of person you like most?
I dont know? haha

12. Are there anything you wish to confess now?
STRESSED LA! Gosh, i'm glad that came out. LOL!

13. What is your definition of a dream house?
Nice, spacious enough to do everything, neat, nice interior design(:

14. Who will you go to when you are feeling low one day?
I guess i've never really gone to that person when I'm feeling down, but i'll msg my sis(: val, i mean(: Haha.

15.What you hope to achieve?
a life well-spent ;live life to the fullest!

16. What age do you wish to marry?
Haha. Good question. IDK? Lol.

*16. Is there anyone you bear a grudge against? why?

17. who do you miss most currently?
Hmmm, perhaps that person, or maybe this person. NAH! no one in particular actually(:

18.How many people made you angry for the past few days?
Erm, who would bother to count? And besides, I'll most likely put the matters behind me alrd(: Forgive peeps!
19. who are you going to kill after this survey?
Hey, killing's a sin know!

20. Do u agree that without money life can still go on as well as it is with.
Dont know? but there's a reason why money still exists right.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above , and add in your personal question , Make it a total of 20 questions , then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever has the tag will have blessings from all.

TAGGED-
GLENN! thats for saying boring all the time.
Valerie(:
Reginal(:
Susanna(:
Joel!

Sometimes I wished it was just a coincidence

2008-04-26T08:58:00.003+08:00

Alrighty. It's been long since I've blogged.
really too caught up with preparations for the upcoming examination ba.

Hmmm....ytd's p&w was awesome. and it was amazing how the prayers made ppl fall. Hahs. something I've never seen b4. OKay. I doubt I've anything much to say actually. Just Goodluck to all who are having exams as well(: God bless((:

2008-04-16T18:48:00.002+08:00

Choice. the very thing that you use everyday in almost anything at all. The choice to work. the choice to sleep. the choice to eat. and even the choice to ignore the sms that just came in. All these little choices make up your life with all the tiny bits and pieces. The choices can come at such stealth, that you have grown accustomed to them, or even to the extent of having you to ponder over one very matter for a couple of weeks perhaps.

Big or small, easy or difficult, choices are what you make. Of course, being only humans, many of us complain that we always have such difficult decisions to make. but all these only make the way life is. Challenging. Certainly, everyone loves challenges. Who would like being a bum all their life?

Another aspect of choices; Wrong choices, a decision made by you, only to have figured that it was a mistake later on. It is rather weird sometimes, as you can feel so determined to have something this very moment, and decide that it was a mistake the very next after you get it, knowing that you can never get back to before. However so, one should never regret your choices, as it all makes you who you are today.

So, what is your choice?

Alrighty, I'm just bored. so I crapped all that out. HAhahaha. Anws, I'm rather scared now, with the exams approaching and everything. Just scared that I would have to retain somehow. That very thought, just terrifies me.

'sometimes what you want is not really what you want'

A lil quote from my friend. So yeah.
thats all i've gotta say! Peace(:

2008-04-13T08:10:00.002+08:00

Alrighty. Time to blog.. Yesterday was my first NYT shoot. And it was a rather cool experience(: Though the starting was kinda screwed, with 3 of my sch ppl, including me, only getting our guns FIFTEEN MINUTES into the competition! But other than that was rather alright.

And GUESS WHAT! It may seem too much of a coincidence, but I got the score of 505/600 AGAIN! Just the same as on friday when I went for training. So yeah. Not bad for my score, and there was a mistake I made anws. I shant blog about it though(: HAha. Overall, 9th position out of 20. Not too bad. Cos the one above me, is alrd hitting 550. Like OMG? Haha.

Then dad fetched me home and stuff. and my cath class friends spammed me with calls and 20 msges just to try and persuade me to go with them to OCH next week. Like wth? Then in the end, dint serve the holy hour. And dinner after that was shit much. Thanks to my dad. and his 'face' and arrogance and him being so talkative. Dont get it, nvm.

And I woke up kinda early today. and I just laid on my bed. and after awhile, .Oh forget it. I dont wanna say anth here.

Alright! thats all I've gotta say! Peace(:

2008-04-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

Alrighty. Today's amplify session was kinda interesting..HAha. But the p&w? Idk. it just seemed weird today. Mmhmmm.

Anws, Guess what! Tmr I'll be having a competition yo. First ever. HAha. Shooting competition that is. and I just managed to hit 5xx/600 today only? Lol. Hope I'll do well tmr(: Oh yeah. I wont be able to attend cath classes anws. The timing clashed. SO oh wells.

2008-04-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay! I dont really have anth to blog about. but for SOMEONE who keeps spamming BORING, I'll just update for nothing. Like gosh la.

SO ytd, dint have sch. went t watch movie with friends and then chomp chomped. OKay. I really have NOTHING to say alright! Peace(:

2008-04-03T17:24:00.003+08:00

Alright...Its been awhile since I've blogged. and Life's rather good(: Really nice to have ppl giving a wide smile when they see you. I've met one ytd, and another one today. HAha. It really brightens up my day alright. And one of them was rather expected though. Cos apparently, I dont even know her, and well, ppl have said her to be unfriendly. So yeah.

ANWS, this is the pic of the waterfall of which I went to. the one in the march hols. Though I managed to get up there, I wasnt in the pic ba. cos I stole this pic from somewhere else one. Hahahaha. Just for the memories though.

and I dont really have much things to say I guess. but its been awhile since I've talked to some good ol' friends. HAha. Just random. So yeah. Rather tired now, gotta shower and catch a nap alright. Peace(:

2008-03-28T23:34:00.005+08:00

Alright...I have so many things to say actually but I kinda dont know where to start. So yeah. perhaps I can start by posting this video ba.

Hmmm...better if you mute it. cos it was just about to end when I filmed it. and it may be a lil dark. but it was actual as well. and point is, its sealed up, no air-con, stuffy and whatever. Okay. basically, that short video was the scene that I faced for a mere twenty or so minutes that somehow seemed like eternity. Anws, here's a brief description about the video. Dad. pick-up vehicle. too many ppl. Dad, reluctance to pay for taxi. asshole. Thats all I'm gonna say.

Next up, I feel rather shit recently. cant concentrate on doing work. then I didnt do tests well. Failed both of my combined humans papers. which totally sucks cos my history was supposedly my forte? And I failed physics as well? The lowest in class at that? Gosh kay.

Okay last but not least. Somehow I seem to realise many ppl are going thru problems/bad times. Oh wells. I shant go into any detail, but just many ppl are pissed/sad ba. ANWS, God is good, All the time!

2008-03-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hey all. Hope yall are doing fine(:

anws, my phone die-ded. my mum killed it. So ya. gotta change back to the motorola one again. but I cant call/msg anws. and if you msged me during the period from last night till today evening, I dint read your msg. So ya. Hope can change new phone by this week.

hmmm. I dont even know why I'm here. Lol. just wanna update I guess. So yeah. and for those who are experiencing a tough time as of this moment, trust in the Lord(: Pray alright(: and dont worry aiite. Things will turn out fine eventually & God bless(:

2008-03-13T23:10:00.007+08:00

HELLO SINGAPORE AND EVERYONE!(:

Haha. camp was hell yo!
here's a quick sum up since I dont want to have much memories of the camp, as it being an unpleasant as said earlier. it was hell.

First day, I was like soooo home-sick, I cried? (dont say anth...) the place was so shit, and the tents were so limited and so shit, I had no place to sleep, and had to sleep with strangers from another class when it was supposedly a class bonding camp or whatever? but I prayed.

Second day, was pretty much shit as well. We went up Gunung panti (some mountain), and it was hella raining. so it was like slippery and stuff. and mud everywhere. and I felt freaking cold, cos I dint bring my poncho for half of the trip as I left it at the campsite we were supposed to stay at at night( I prayed.). but it was a good thing it rained too much I guess. We went down back to base camp to sleep. so yeah.

Third day, was the only day I kinda liked. went on a waterfall expedition. awesome much. my group was one of 3 groups of the whole 18 groups that went up to the summit of the waterfall. Damn cool. a pity I left my phone in camp. couldnt take a picture of it. so yeah. and sleep was at the conference hall, instead of some lousy tent that leaks whenever it rains. and NOTE THAT IT RAINS EVERY DANG DAY! and VERY OFTEN AT THAT! I prayed for safety.

Fourth day, was pretty much slacked. cleanup the place, and went home. And gosh, home never felt better man. tgt with everything in singapore. I thank God(:

SO yeah, that was the camp. I dint like it anws. but it helped me to appreciate singapore ba. Haha. got many parts I dint say also. but no one would like it there. not to say for 4days. (that aint so quick a sum up after all... Lol)

MOVING ON,

ytd and today helped out with the revamp of salt room. was pretty much tiring painting. Hmmm...okay my mind has shut off alrd. I cant think. Haha. and my dad sucks anws. had to go all the way to dhoby gaught today to fetch THAT guy. and whats worse, my dad dint pay the bills again. asshole. now I cant sms/call out t anyone. So yeah.

Take care peeps!(:

2008-03-09T06:19:00.003+08:00

Goodbye all! I'll be away for camp in malaysia till wednesday. I guess I'll miss you all ba. haha. OKay okay. Pray for me yeah? Lol. God bless you peeps and byes(:

2008-03-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

Got a new look to my blog..Hmmm..nothing much to say really.
but wanna quote this phrase from val's blog. "Your mistakes make you who you are". It just hit me ba. So yeah. HAha.

and I'm rather stressed up I guess. today I couldnt do the E maths test. And gosh I was totally pissed with myself la. Oh wells. Thank God for my friends(: And anws, today sch had confession session. but my teacher dint let me go? Whatever ba. then the church one I also wont be able to go as I'll be away from Sunday till Wednesday cos of sch camp.

Hmmm...jalan jalan on friday anyone? or attend mass with me on saturday? Okay...thats all. Peace(:

2008-03-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! Life's contradicting much nowadays.

Lets see. I dont wanna shout at my mum. but I keep losing my temper whenever she nags at me and when she shouts at me. and I wanna study real hard? but never seem to have the right attitude to make me go touch my books? So yeah. tests coming up and gonna have camp starting this sunday.

Anws, I was made to do this thang.

Tagged by Reginal:

A. List seven habits/ quirks/ facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.

C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

7 habits/ quirks / facts.

1. Height 169cm.

2. Relationship status: Single, and LOVING it(:

3. Chooses quality over quantity, applies also to friendship.

4. Regretted many stuffs in Twenty-O-Seven. but has since moved on.

5. Child of God(((:

6. Simple, easily contented.

7. JUST another Guy. (I gave up thinking. LOL!)

The 7 people whom I tag to do this.

Okay. I think I'm rather short of people. but I'm doing this outta respect(: so heres the few I would tag anws.

1. My wonderful sister-friend; val.

2. Phyllis (should she happen t pass by again.)

3. ??(I have like no more ppl to tag? Haha. As I said. quality over quantity(: Feel free to do it should you see this msg anws. Thats all folks.)

2008-02-22T16:17:00.003+08:00

Alright. My mum's the best mum in the whole wide world. a very noble mum know. she'd rather suffer herself, then letting us, her kids, suffer. She was ranting on much just now...and it just revealed to me so so much today. I never knew..
She's damn hurt ba. all the hurt for all these years..omg ba. Just seeing her cry just now, hurt me very much, and I very much almost cried too. but I held back ba. I just felt so helpless, unable to do anth to help her. but in the distant future point of view, I've decided ba.

Decided to be the best I can be. for the sake of my mum. study hard. get a good job. and just help her be happy I guess. Let her lead a good life ba.

I also realised. that ppl from poor families, are able to stand out from the rest. and just score well for everything. and even top the level! perhaps because of the need to do well ba. well, now I'll do well too.

okay, thats about all. I just so wanted to hate my dad. but nope, I've converted that hate, to motivation to study alright. Peace(:

2008-02-16T23:36:00.004+08:00

Yo. Today was quite okay..went to church to study at 1. and only phyllis was there. then martin and all came. and crapped much. then went for class, which was like plain boring. Obviously it wasnt my teacher. Then after class, went to compass. sat at bk for like 3hrs. First hr eating, and crapping with raph and martin for the last 2 hrs. then homed. And boy, it was a real slow walk today. Oh wells. thats about all.

I promise. NEVER to be like the way the Man of the House is right now. just plain arrogant shit. doing church work in everyway on one hand, and behind the scenes, just gambling and neglecting the family. It just totally contradicts okay. Like such ass! Hate the way home are such cold places for some people. just because of the man. I'll never want to be like this. IT DISGUSTS ME.

Okay, say what you wanna say about me, but thats just the way I feel. I know I shouldn't talk like this. but I just dont get it alright. Sometimes I just cant help but wonder, if he does so much church work and it is for God, why so, does he treat outsiders, even better than family then. perhaps. this sly man just wanna show off his 'wealth' in the name of God. He aint in any bit rich at all in the first place anws. And to quote my mum, 'Everybody gets richer right. How come your dad gets poorer?' I give up. God save your people.

2008-02-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

Wow. time flies. so fast 12th alrd.

Anws, managed to loosen up a lil the past few days alright. Due to the cny holidays and everything. So yeah. Oh oh! I got back my test papers anws. my A maths got 18/20? which totally sucked. cos I screwed up that question. and only found out after talking to phyllis online that day after the test. Oh wells. and I got back my chem paper also. not bad I guess. though had a few blanks at the end, which just reminds me of my psle science paper. HAha. Anws, I got 17.5/25. Oh ya! my chinese also man! MIRACLE! I PASSED! haha. 26.5/50 yo!

Enough about sch. I'm bored talking about it alrd.
Hmm..I haven't seen a few ppl for quite awhile alrd...Haha. Just random. lol.

V-day's coming up! Chey...it doesnt matter me anws. Hahaha!

Okay okay. I've been good these few days(: Rocks much. And my fringe has been cut off anws. Okay...thats all for now.

2008-02-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hey ho. busy much.
ytd dint even get to touch the comp..hahs.
Anws, today was say, unpleasent?
Had 2 full periods of ss at the start. and gosh the teacher was boring alright. and then got back my E Maths results for the class test today. and hell I got pissed by the results. 19/20. And the one mark that I lost, was not cause of carelessness or wrong answer or what shit. it was cause I needed to do workings. Like wth can. DAMN! Anws...what the heck ba. its over now, move on.

Next week will have 3 tests in that short 2 days. gosh. First up, chinese, followed by add maths and chem. Haix. and tmr, sun and mon will be packed like hell. Okay...thats just how life's been and going to be in the next few days. One word to describe sec 3 life:stress.

2008-01-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

PAst few days coming back at evening/night...tired much. got lots of tests and all. so this is gonna be quick.

Today at sch, something great happened ba.

Someone offended me real bad...and made me real pissed. (thats not the great thing) and I really just wanted to whack him back.
but instead, I seeked the guidance of God. seeked His Love. seeked Him for the strength to forgive. and it was just wonderful la. His/Him as in God. Just great to be able to forgive ppl over the hatred thats running you, and eventually destroy that hatred too.

So, whenever you are offended, Seek God(:

Love one another as God has loved us. even enemies.

2008-01-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, feeling really busy this year and stuff. wont have as much free time as last yr ba. CCA days are on Mon, wed, thurs and fri. but only have to go for two and its damn shiok to have a flexi cca please. but I usually go on wed and fri. Mon, wed, thurs dismissed at arnd 3. &have A maths help on thursday nights, amplify friday nights, cath class, mass, alter servers, and maybe salt.

Anws, the idea is that I'm PACKED. along with homework and everything. Okay. what the heck. I'm wasting lots of time here. HAha. Okay...just wanna say, great that things are fine now. however it did though. lol. Sometimes, the best things in life, are but the simplest things.

2008-01-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

OKay..got a terrible headache right now. but what the heck. hahs.

Time flies eh, so fast alrd so many weeks of sch. and speaking of school, i think i have difficulties coping. and that sucks. Okay, the stupid headache is killing me.

my day shall be explained briefly.

Morning, went to the bus stop, but decided to walk to compass instead.
met susanna on the way there.
School started.
PE, went running. and my teacher used a weird analogy. but its kinda true. About studies, and running.
nothing much to talk about lessons.
wanted to go for cca, but had headache. so headed home instead.

thats all I guess.

Many people are sick these days yeah. God bless us and hope that we'll all get well soon(:

2008-01-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, 2007 has past. now is PRESENT! 2008! You lead your life, I lead mine. &I wont be reading your blog anymore.

And I'm very much high now. Thanks to God! and people. And amplify of cos. HAha! Was cool much. Must really thank val for bringing me there. lol. I have no words to describe how I feel, but there is no greater joy than in God. Hmmm...nothing much I can say, cos its really indescribable. I love God and I love everyone!(:

"Find your delight in the LORD who will give you your heart's desire"
-Psalm 37:4

"Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect, it simply means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections." How true is that. ( this isnt a bible verse or whatever. )

2007-12-25T09:56:00.000+08:00

mmhmmm...I get it. I know I shouldnt be saying anth alrd, but I wanna just clear myself at least ba. You have your right to choose who you wanna love or perhaps just have a simple liking to and even hate me for all you want. It is your life after all. Say I may be interfering, but I just worry for you. afraid you would get hurt like the way I never wanted you to. relationships isnt a must afterall. So I guess thats about that alright. Goodluck in everything and God bless(:

and to ben when you see this: I tried. and like you said, it takes 2 hands to clap.

Merry Christmas everyone!

mmmhmmm. Yesterday served the midnight mass. Incense leh. Hahs. and to-no-negative-meaning, among the many wishes I received thru sms or face to face, one msg just changed my mood alright. mmhmmm. but I'm okay now(: hmmm....havent got much to say now really. and so, I wish all Merry Christmas and a happy new year(: that everyone. everyone will be happy and enjoy life to the fullest and not hate it to the core. God bless(:

p.s. I wont be updating for some time to come.

2007-12-22T08:46:00.000+08:00

Okay, First and foremost, Sorry Reginal. This is from the bottom of my heart. Many things just dint occur to me all these while, good or bad stuffs, I just somehow couldnt tell them apart these few months. and no one ever told me anything. but yeah, ytd ben just made me realise everything alright. And I dint mean to insult/hurt/anger/annoy... ... anyone. but however should it be looked upon as that way still, my thousand apologies. I'm really really really really really really really really really really really really sorry.

Breathing

2007-12-18T19:45:00.001+08:00

Breathing

2007-12-18T19:40:00.001+08:00

Yellowcard-Breathing
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

2007-12-18T19:14:00.000+08:00

okay...I've nothing much to say really. but I'm feeling a little lousy..and I dont know why. Hahs. Oh wells.

& I'm just wondering if I should get christmas pressies for others. Hmmm...dunno ba.

Things to get for myself:
slippers. damn mine. its spoilt like shiet.
shoes. 1 outing pair, and 1 for sch.
jeans. 1 would be fine.
shirts. 2 or 3 would do.
haversack? perhaps.

Oh wells. thats about all. now needa type things for my dad to get money. but here's a song before I do that.

2007-12-17T09:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...I guess I'm fine now. I've made up my mind. and said I'll be strong. so I will.

Last few days I haven been online cos I had the SAAS chalet from wed-fri. and then sat was sleeping much. and ytd, was out the whole day. The chalet was power alright...for two days, slept a total of about 2hrs only. Hahs. on the friday morning, martin, ben, glenn and I even walked to macs...and gosh. we all were like sleep walking please. Haha. joke much.

and ytd was tiring lots. went to church at like 9+ and then sell and sell...and then went for lunch at compass kfc, and well, on the way there I just felt. leftout. but I guess its alright. then after lunch, some left while ben, martin, glenn and I went back to church, settled with father some stuffs, and then went to the salt room. uh huh...long story. so I'll just cut that. Haha. then went to plaza with e rest and ate dinner. and apparently, it is either red isnt obvious enough or Amelia is just lagging eh? She took quite awhile to spot me. Haha. anws, ytd I somehow just dint eat much for both lunch and dinner.. and even after dinner, I was feeling cold all the way. gosh. Aiya wth. then macs dint show the Liverpool vs Man u match. so we went to amelia's house and watched instead. and well, Liverpool was disappointing alright. lol. oh wells. than kinda slept there...and then we left at 12+ or so ba.

Here's a quote from val's blog. I found it rather true for me too...but yeah. Here it is.

We really are two very different people now aren't we? And these days I've been thinking that maybe we weren't meant to be in the first place, maybe we weren't as perfect as we thought we were. You've made the decision to leave this time and I don't blame you, because I've not been making the effort to get you back. I'm glad that you've many people around you who will be able to provide with all the care and love you'll ever need. Just so you know, it's not that I chose to doubt the times we shared, maybe I just forgot the feeling of having you right there for me. Whatever it is take good care of yourself. Forever didn't work out for us despite the strong faith we used to have in it.

Anws, I think im just gonna stop thinking eh. since you dont really wanna talk, it is clear that you dont want this friend ba. but I guess its alright. ytd I made up my mind, to just stop. move on ber. and then, I knew about you liking ...... and well, I was totally fine. I hope. gosh. hopefully I aint lagging like always. tsk. anws, I suggest you just stay out of relationships for now or sth cos like. you haven really gotten over your best all these while, have you. mmhmmm...thank you for your care or whatever you wanna call it last night anws. I appreciate it lots. and I realised that I never really said anth to you ytd, even though you asked me a question, I would just reply using body language. Wierd isnt it. Hmmm...perhaps. It is cos of "take your fuckshit words and dump it down the toilet bowl." Sorry but its just everything has such a big impact on me even after such a long time. and I still love you Reginal. but not as a lover nor a friend, if you even call me one. Its just, you'll always have this special place in my heart. and I'll never forget you alright. Here's a song for you. No secrets-I'll remember you. its actually sung by a female. but what the heck. And you know I still wanna be friends like how we used to. just friends.

No secrets-I'll remember you

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you.

Forever baby, I'll remember you

2007-12-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

Just wondering. if people act as if they dont care about you anymore or worst still. act like you are NON-EXISTENT, while they still read this (this as in blog), what does that mean? Its just wierd isnt it.

Anws, I just hate everything the way it is right now. I totally hate it okay. but there's nothing I can do. If this is part and parcel of life, than I should call life "hell". Cos it totally sucks.

Having no friends doesnt scare me. cos I had no friends for a long time when I was younger. but losing friends, are what scares me the most. Dint you say that Im always your friend? so why are things like this? Would you just tell me what you are thinking?

If I could, "I'll take my heart, And rip my feelings out"-Quietdrive-rise from the ashes.

2007-12-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

I'm not in a good mood. so whoever may be reading this, have the choice of coming here. and you have the choice of reading on. but if you dont wanna waste your time reading my bullshit. go away. Im not in a good mood. so IF you wanna read on, expect the worst also. Thanks.

alright..right now, I just feel like breaking down. but I wont. I just dont find any meaning in life sometimes..and cant help but think that I would be better off dead. After all, no one cares. I dont get it okay. I dont get anything. anything at all. because no one ever told me a shit.

Just what happened? I remember that time when you told me that you dont get why everyone could accept that fact that you were b~ while I cant? And than I replied you. and than somehow, you just gave up after that. You said something like, You know what, just forget it. I even wanted to patch things up or sth like that.. haix. I never said I couldnt. its just that. to say it at a time after a breakup? I just couldnt take it okay. and you never gave me the chance to make the better of things anymore. everything just turned hostile soon after that.

and I also remember that you once said, "I'll never break with you. and even if you wanna break with me, I will say 'no' la" or sth similar. but the point is there anws.

what happened to everything? for awhile, things were still okay after the break. but just what happened that caused this relationship to turn bad? Isit me? Isit something I did? Or isit something that someone else did? or isit a misunderstanding? I dont get it. cause you never cared to explain anything. anything at all.

alright..I've nothing more to say for now..Im tired. sick and tired of everything ba. I guess Im gonna sleep now.....that is IF I can. so yeah.

2007-12-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...I havent been updating for awhile. so yeah. I'm here once again.

Haix. I dont really know what to say anws. perhaps some songs can help me ba.

Backstreet Boys - I still
Quietdrive - Get up
Quietdrive - I lie awake
Quietdrive - The season
Westlife - Fool again (How was I to know, You never told me)
Silverstein - Worlds Apart ( So, maybe one day the pain will go away, And I will see your face, I won't even care.)
Silverstein - My heroine
Daniel Beddingfield - If You're Not The One
Chris Daughtry - Over you (Now that it’s all said and done, I can’t believe you were the one, To build me up and tear me down)
Chris Daughtry - Its not over
Hinder - How long ( Why'd you go and break what's already broken ,I try to take a breath but I'm already choking, How long till this goes away. I try to remember to forget you, But I break down every time I do)
The Used - Buried Myself Alive (you almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines)

Alright..I guess thats almost all. Its kinda contradicting. but thats the way I am feeling. I dont even know what I am doing. Haix. I said I got rid of the feelings. but I guess thats a lie. So, what is "love"? Does it have the flexibility to just turn on and off feelings for a person? or does it enable one to perhaps love, another while having feelings for another all this while? Or just perhaps. I am going crazy.
I suggest you shouldnt read on if you aint ready. I just dont wanna inflict any more hurt ba.
Why are things the way they are now? more than 4mths without talking to each other. and twice. twice you said bye to others just beside me. but just not to me. You had to do that ba. just wow.

"no one hangs on to me"? Perhaps...

2007-11-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I guess its best not to have interfered at all. even if for the hope that things would turn out better. Dont.

and saying things, is just a hell lot harder than actually doing them.

Oh yeah..I guess I wont be going for salt's anniversary ba. since I dont really feel welcomed there anws.

Oh oh...and will these hurting games please stop. gosh. Its scary la. Stop hurting one another, people.

Alright..just stating afew points.
Hmmm..ytd went to Bugis and did window shopping? Haha.
Was actually meant to get a jacket and a pair of shoes though...but I guess there just wasnt the place for me.
I was damn tired all the way..even b4 I reached bugis, I was tired alrd.
Oh wells..I think I gonna work first than I go shopping again. I dont like the feeling of being restricted. Okay..Theres nothing more.

2007-11-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! I'm back from my pathetic class chalet. Like half the class went? And yesterday, it was cut down to just 8 people left. Wow. It was in Changi though. Deserted much...but was quite okay ba.

First day I was very much left out. Cos I only arrived at like 10pm at night. But after that was hardcore la..Hahs. I spent some time settling in..than went into the rooms. Than started to DRINK and gamble. HAha! Gambled like hell from like say 12 till 4? Than went out to play xbox all the way till 7+.

Than washed up and all...then we all went to Downtown East to eat breakfast. I had the croissan wich from BK...it was nice ba. and the last time I had it was..the last day of term 1? Which obviously I dint go to school on. Haha. Than was totally boring.......walked around aimlessly..then some ppl went to wild wild wet then some went back to the chalet and like 3 others with me went to Bishan to get some things. And my friend bought 3 hairbands. Haha! Than we went to Ang Mo provision shop at Ang mo kio to get MORE drinks. HAha. My friend's mum was damn on please. Take a look..1 Bottle of 40% absolut vodka. 15 bottles of bacardi. And that place was DANG cheap please. $3.40 for a bottle of bacardi and like $35 or so for the absolut vodka.

Than went back to the chalet and played a lil xbox than went to take a nap. And my dang friends had to put toothpaste over me..Zzz. Oh wells. After that, we started the barbecue and ate lor. And there's this Lemon Chilli. POWER! I tell you. Its DAMN spicy la. Lol. After barbecue, we started to have our Feast of Drinks. My friends were all damn high please..Lol. They day before we bought like 7 bottles of bacardi also. So total we had over 20 bottles. HAha. Than most of us went to sleep at 12 or so. I had to sleep on the floor..and the aircon was freaking cold. so obviously it wasnt quite a good sleep.

Than Day 3 I woke up at like 9. Then went to wash up and bathe..then we all went for lunch at Changi Village at 12+. Hmmm...then we all went back to the chalet..and than went to Wild wild wet. Gosh. There was can say shiok la..Lol. Esp the Samsung ride. That one really power! My face was like the OMG x10 kind of face when it went down. HAha. Its a ride thats like skateboarding like that. You get launched down from one side of the semi-circle arena and than will go up the other side and then down again. The ride can really make you feel like flying like that please..But Shiok. All of us were crazy much ba...then there was this staff there who somehow remembers me. Lol. She claimed that she was from Sjc, one of the npcc students. Wow. I'm surprised she still can remember me after such.....a long time. I dont even remember when they came please. Lol. Then washed up and my dad fetched me back to St. Anne's for mass with a couple of my friends. We were all like 3/4 dead during mass please..after all the exhaustion and lack of sleep..HAha. Than after mass we went to get my mum and then went to Changi Village and got some things and went back to the chalet. By the time we got back it was like already 11 or so? Than we stated to barbecue again..cos there was a hell lot of leftovers. and also we finished up the vodka. Then was okay much..then we brought all the beds into the master-bedroom and all slept there that night ba. 8 people were left alrd anws. Than we gambled again. Not bad..I earned quite abit. Hahs. Then we were calling the whatever muttons station and making requests. Then we went to sleep ba..

Day 4 woke up at 9am. and than we all started to clear up the place and pack up. Then when we were getting ready to board the car, I got this call from sch. They said they want to offer me Combi A as there were spare places and they thought I had potential. Haha! The difference now is that Combi A would be 8 Subjects such that I would be taking pure physics and chem instead of combined. Hahs. They said they would call me back ba..Dunno for what also. Alright than..there's nothing more alrd.

2007-10-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd was the last day of sch. Oh wells. Tuesday I'll be having class chalet. at changi -.-''. It'll be a 4day 3 night one I think. and tuesday I'll collect my results for which subjects I'll be taking also ba. Hopefully I can take A maths. Anws, I've made up my mind to do my best for studies for the next two years at least. I just have no more mood for any other things anymore. So ya.

and I'll be staying away from blogging and reading others' blogs for quite some time. I just wanna have a lonnnngggg break from all this. So yeah.

2007-10-25T09:28:00.000+08:00

Hey all! To whoever reads this la..Hahs.
I'm back! From tha freaking boring camp. DAng.
But I'll talk about it still.

Day 1.
Before I went sch, I packed and packed..and checked and checked. I THOUGHT I remembered to bring everything. but when I went there, I found out that my toileteries were missing. Lol. Oh wells..Lucky it was just a 2D1N camp. And than had training for my cca in the range...and half the time the people were doing things that they dint do other times. Haha. Special occasion when teachers arent around..Then. had some talk about the heart and brain. The brain can tell your body not to feel. and when your body and brain cant go on anymore, your heart will go on....

Then had lunch and went to east coast. I THOUGHT it would be much fun there...but it wasnt fun at all! Stayed there will bout 5...then went back to sch and bathed and went out for dinner. Came back and had to write nyaa and then watched some movie Remembering the Titans.

After that was pretty much free time and I went around the sch with some friends to explore..It was said that the sch was haunted..I was pretty much scared by them instead ba..Lol. I dont like it when people touch me when I am scared..and when people whisper scarily into my ear..esp if its indians when you cant see them. Just saying la..its dark and scary enough..dont scare me further when theres a voice and you can hardly see the person. Not racism though..Then went back to the classrooms..the ones that we were to sleep in, about 12+ 1+? Then played some police and murderer game with cards. The murderer will have to try to kill the civilians by winking at the secretly..then the police have to try and shoot the murderer. DAng it was addictive. We kept saying last game after last game. Haha. Then they played pranks of people after we went to sleep ba..but lucky I wasnt a victim.

DAy 2. Woke up bout 5.30. Then went to wash up..and waited for the others. then played psp and went to ate breakfast. Then the next morning everyone was winking at each other also..Haha! After breakfast, had assembly and then went to play soccer! My team made it through to the semis..but it was on a coin-toss though. Haha. And okay la...my team overall can say not bad..3rd position.

Then went back and ate a little..then had some nyaa thingy at the ava room at 10.55 again..then had lunch at 12.15 or so. had free time till 1 ba. And wow! I can do pull-ups man! I just found out ba..Hahs. Then had some stupid activities outside sch..I stopped playing em halfway..and then waited for dad to come fetch me.

Then went home, got ready and all and went to the hotel. Had the award presentation thingy..and then had the tea reception. My parents were sure fast..One cut queue. other was in the room even before me. Way before..And DANG! I love eclair! Haha. Very nice la..Hahs. Then had dinner..and then I slept in the car while they went to fetch bro and then went home. I went to sleep after I reached home ba. Too tired for anything alrd.

And today, I skipped sch. Haha. Too tired ba..never wake up. So yeah..and its freaking hot here! Kk..I go alrd ba.
I felt sth missing from this camp.
Well, it was your msges that entertained me like the other camp in March.
And no, I'm not saying I still cant get over everything. but ppl do miss things that they once did with their friends also right..So yeah. I guess I've gotted rid of the feelings..but I cant help but have a lil memories of the past coming back once in a while. And I had a wierd dream about you today. I dont even know why I dreamt about you again though. but dont worry, It wasnt anything bad about you.

2007-10-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

Wow. I'm tired lots. Lol.
Today I overslept..then went sch late. but it was raining ba..so wasnt really considered late. Than played inter-class soccer..gosh. it was dang messy. Wet, slippery and dirty. But my class did okay ba..at least for now. Tmr and wed all the sports ppl going for the camp..and that includes me. Oh wells. Than after sch went for training. My first training in like...erm..say a mth? Obviously I dint do well ba. And this guy beside me had to take the card that I shot and he used it for some sheit. Hmm...k ba. nth to say alrd. I wont be around for a day or two ba. Bye peeps!

2007-10-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..today was OKAY I guess.
I somehow drank too much water before sleeping last night, and had to wake up like 6 in the morning to clear the high tide. Then went back to sleep...slept till like 9 or so ba. Than play a lil bit of gunbound? Haha. (what to do...the exams are over and I am bored at home. ) Then went to have breakfast with bro and dad. And I found out sth as I climbed the stairs. my KNEE HURTS when I do so! Gosh. Stupid fella who made me fall..Dang. Now half the time I would be limping up the stairs or when I just got off the chair after sitting for quite sometime, my first step would most prolly be a limp. I only found out today as ytd, there wasnt any stairs for me to climb.

Then went back to gunbound again after I came home..and went off to lan at bout 1+. Than this phyllis..little things also want to lie..Tsk tsk. Honesty is the best policy la. Haha. Played for 2 hours..and obviously we went back late for cath class. Lol. Hmmm...okay. Nothing much to say alrd. Byes.

2007-10-19T14:40:00.001+08:00

Hmm..today's...good(:

Sch was a joke much. Half the class was missing. and the other half was making racist jokes. Well, no offence but they are jokes. but I wasnt involved much ba..I am NOT racist okay. And today kinda bad in a way also..Haix. Was playing soccer during recess, then I had the ball, and I 'cut' this big fella, as in got passed him la.., and he just stretch out his leg fully, and totally tripped me please. Gosh la..he dint even touch the ball..and ya. I fell. the impact was damn hard. and my knees were damn pain but no injuries I guess apart from my skin being scrapped. And if that was a real match, that foul would have caused a red card. Its that serious.

Okay okay..enough of injuries.
Than we were playing psp at the back of the class the whole day. Then after sch went to compass with my friends again. Ate, and then sent my friend off. and then homed. And he saw SOMEONE crossing the road outside Compass eh? Lol. Say around 2.10? Haha.

Kk...now I gotta apply online for my subjects next yr.
Well, these are the overall results for this yr. not bad la..was 19th position at mid yr..now 13. Last yr I was sth like 28th position? Hahs. Oh wells.

History -81:A1

Geography -75:A1

D&t -73:A2

English -60 :B4

Maths -60 :B4

Science -58 :C5

Art -55:C5

Chinese -51 : C6

Literature -51: C6

HE -50: C6

I guess thats all. Next week will be hectic ba. training for cca for next yr's competition will start next week, got camp on tueday and wed. and more trainings. than need to collect my cert. So many things..but after wednesday I guess it should be fine. Byes.

2007-10-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

Okay peeps! Get on with life! Lol.
Hmmm...Today's boring. Thats all I got to describe the day. Lol.
Had some talk in the hall about streaming for like over 1hr. Than after recess went back to the hall for some deepavali celebration. Joke much. The principal was laughing also. Thats bout all this day...its really damn boring. Anws, try making peace, ppl. Lets say, If ppl offend you, dont point the middle finger. Point the index finger as well! Its the peace sign. And dont say fu*k you...say I forgive you..Haha. Thats bout all.

2007-10-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

Okay! Hardcore lan-ning? haha! I have $100. Not yet la...but soon. Lol. Okay la...I still got 2 A1s after all. Had a lil disappointments here and there...but Oh wells. Here's the rest of the results.

History-70/80=87.5/100. ( Third in class yeah ((: )
Maths-Paper 1-24/50
-Paper 2-26/50
-Total -50/100. *phew!*
Science-Paper 1-22.5/50
-Paper 2-28.5/50
-Total -51/100 *phew x2!*

I guess thats about it? Haha. So total I got, 2 A1s, 4 C6s, 1 d7. Is that good? Lol. My hist the best still la...from failing last yr to A1 this yr.((: Okay. I guess thats bout all.

Well. I dont wanna care about the past anymore.
& I know its a lil inappropriate for me to say this right after that day.
but I am saying it still.
I dont want to say who's in the right or who's in the wrong.
does it even matter now?
I dont really hate you but I was just too hurt I guess and I hate the hurt.
but its gone now. together with everything negative.
And however still, I apologise. I promise, never to spoil your mood again alrite.
the past is gone. and nothing can be done to change it. but the present is what you do.
and the future is what you change. Thats all I've got to say to you. I darent even ask for a friendship anymore after all that you have been through. but its all up to you. Peace.