Wednesday, 21 March 2007
ok, I dont know what i am supposed to do now...
21st MARCH. 2 more mths.
Started the day by waking up at 6.05 instead of the usual 6, causing me to be a little...late to meet her today. Den today, as usual, i was almost late...and i run when i came down from the bus and chiong all the way into the mrt sia...when doors closing den i ran in, IF i MISS that train means i late le. And after alight from the train still needed to run sia...sian. but i got kaki la...i saw emmanuel when i came out of the train, which suprised me cos i dint c him in the train...Den we ran together la, and luckily wasnt late. Den slacked throught the day and even pon cca, den went to play soccer and emman joined us, den we took the mrt back to sengkang together and saw mavin? (dont know how to spell his name) on the train also. Den emman and i went to slack around and sat at mac's and bought a 50cents ice cream which he took like forever to finish. Den i came back and washed up and went to read nana's blog.
Now i am feeling freaking bad... :( Sorry ar...but i cant help but write that on my blog. Its like, how u expect me to know how I feel when i only know u for 1mth? Happening too soon la...sorrry. Take it as I am lagging or whatever la...its just that we need time to settle things out and we dont wanna start things and make a mistake and then become even more heart broken right? I am like trapped in this dark corner, having no one to turn to and often keeping quiet, bottling up my feelings and my thoughts. I cant give u a confirm answer whether I like you, but I can confirm that I do not hate you. Give yourself and me a break and lets just be frens for now. :)Labels: Have a kit-kat. Have a break.
16:53, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
