Monday 30 April 2007
Once again blogging...heh. EXAMS, EXAMS, EXAMS...Haix. How I wish they were all over now...did my EL paper today...and I think I totally screwed my compo..but apart from that, guess its all ok. Hope I did well ba...want to get the $20 from my dad for every A1 I get for SA1. After sch, suddenly no mood to go study...den nana also got very bad sore throat and also no mood...so in the end, study group cancelled today. Came home and played dota with glenn again...and he as usual, on the verge of going siao after every game..perhaps already siao la. LOL! Anyone have IMH number? hehz...I also finally did push-ups again today...but dunno why felt damn weak sia...cant even complete my usual routine. Haix. Perhaps cos I never do in quite awhile ba..overstrained my arm bout 1wk back? Hehz..and guess what...I finished an ENTIRE TIN of biscuits sia! LOL! I can be happy with just eating biscuits...haha. So easily contented. but biscuits are yummy though...((((: Tmr will be a public holiday guys! Enjoy your Labour Day! ((: Here is an example of the tin of biscuits that I ate. I ate the weetameal one only la..not 3 of cos.
Labels: yummy biscuits
19:13, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 27 April 2007
Helloz....finally friday again..how time flies ya? Heh..very fast exams will come, and then pass...den end of year exams, come and then pass...Haix. Need to start mugging already...cant afford to be like last yr when I disappointed myself badly with my results...must have a positive attitude that I can do it...haha. A good start means half of the battle has been won. (((: And I did this poem for my lit some time back...and since TIME is what we are talking about, I have decided to share it ba. Heh..enjoy~
Time
Morning just moments ago,
so happens its night.
Time speeds past,
so sleep tight.
Having had sweet dreams,
awake in the morning.
Looking forward to a new day,
with the bright sun shining.
Spend your time wisely,
as it will be night again.
Think back for this day,
what have you gained?
Lying on your bed,
dont let the bed bugs bite,
so put up your defence,
and put up a good fight!
Labels: Time flies...
22:11, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 23 April 2007
Today was fun...hehz. Esp during the study session. LOL! Let u all in about the session...emman and nana supposed to come over to my house to study...but again, emman pung sei...dunno on purpose de...or really cant make it. -.-'' So it was nana and me...soon after nana came in, my mum came back...haha! Den kept getting ka jiao-ed by her...haha! was kinda fun though...I kept making fun of her also...haha. Den nana and my mum team up and gang on me sia...all come and shoot me... first time come to our house only so close alrd...next time how sia...LOL! Den my mum kept showing her all her collectables...haha! Den there was these candles, which were nicely cut into roses....den they were saying how nice they were and all...den I told them, 'Hiya...make until so nice also for what? Burn den all melt alrd what...' LOL! Its a fact right? Haha...oh ya. My mum even gave her a prezzy sia...and was a couple of mini clips ba...and gosh...that nana wanted to put some on my hair -.-'' Me? Hair Clips? No way! hehz...my mum kinda regards her as her daughter (am I supposed to add 'In-law'?) alrd sia...Haha! Was uber fun I tell u...and nana, stop staring la...LOL! Jk jk. Thx for your help with my lit btw...((((: And I dont know y...but I kept talking to my mum in dialect when nana was here sia...lol. Perhaps cos she ka jiao me in dialect also ba...Haha!
Tmr will have dunno what International competition thingy...so cant meet ya...and exams are approaching like dam fast! Basket...starting to feel stressed up alrd...and somemore I failed my maths for the VERY FIRST time. Just got back my test results today...which totally sucked..Nvm. Failures are the mother of successes! Must pick up myself and pull up my socks...this have helped me to realise how unprepared I was...hehz. Need to really buck up alrd ba...sian. Hopefully...eh no, cant hope. Must SURELY, I'll do better next time...(((:Labels: Flunked maths for the first time
19:30, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 20 April 2007
Hehz....today dint have napfa...so after exams den take alrd. Cos teacher want us to concentrate on studies, exams coming. And speaking of exams, they are just 10days away! Need to start mugging alrd...hehz. SA1-$20 for each A1 from my dad, SA2-$50 each. Haha...his way of giving me motivation. Sch was again boring, my history teacher forever self-praising herself...-.-'' think I slowly becoming influenced also...haha. bout 4+ went to play soccer with emman under nana's block...was DAMN FUN I tell u...u must regret that u weren't there. Shiok la....LOL! And I found out that I was kinda accurate with my shots...haha. though my right leg still needs lots of training. heh. Nvm ba...have fun good alrd. Experienced the feeling of broke-ness today once again...heh. Was kinda fun to live on a budget...instead of getting whatever you want. and it helps u to appreciate what you have better. Haha...Tmr will have cat class...and nana! rmb to bring the $8 hor...if not I really no money alrd...hehz. guess thats all again...Oh yeah, this is the picture that I drew during art lesson...heh. Teacher asked us to draw anything we want...den can draw emotions also...so I drew an emo kid. Haha...
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Labels: EXAMS are approaching
23:11, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 19 April 2007
Hehz...feeling all high now. Keep laughing...hahaz. Happy Birthday Val! Sweet 16 eh? haha. Hope u like the prezzy...haha. Need to thank my mum for the name she gave u...cos I couldnt think of a prezzy...den I suddenly remembered what she calls u...Haha. So yeah. Theres your present ((((: Haha! Sch was as usual boring...haha. except for the art part...in which I had to cut up my masterpiece..:(( but nvm...took picture on kenneth's phone alrd...now waiting for him to upload only. Haha. Den my I told my frens that I dint know how to mess up my picture...den with that, they all came and totally made me picture beyond recognition...was funny how they did it though...laughed the hell out of me. Tmr is NAPFA! C'mon man...GOLD!! Here I come! Hehz. (Later I dont get gold malu sia...=X) Hopefully can get gold ba...haha. K ba...thats all I guess..Labels: Happy Bday Val
21:15, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 17 April 2007
heyho...had quite a good day today...heh. Today sch started late cos I dint have the course and the teachers have this white space time every tuesday..den met nana at the same time...LOL I dunno y I did that also...but I did la..den reached my bus stop and watched 2 of my buses go, and den at 7.15, her JASMINE fren came, den she went off to sch with her...-.-'' again kena pung sei...what has become of this world...I this whole wk kept getting pung sei-ed. Sian...nvm. Den went to sch...wanted to play soccer de...but met my fren in sch, den he got me all pissed la...den I WALKED after him...WALK leh...den he run like some stupid gay like that...Loser la...Sch was quite ok today ba...den after sch went to take bus home. Was a long ride...so I listened to my 'mp3' which wasnt a proper one..but rather, my phone...heh. I poor la...cannot afford mp3/4 YET. Heh. Soon ba...soon...den did not do workout again today...cos I listened to someone. Heh. So guai eh? LOL! And I went to take a nap...and with an empty stomach la...and guess what man...I dreamt about FOOD! LOL! I dreamt about a posh restaurent and all...den I saw these foreigners eating a dam nice dish...den I asked them how much it cost...den cant blame me la...but its a dream. haha. He said it was $2.25! LOL! Freaking cheap for a posh restaurent sia...haha. Den he added that he had 3 $10 vouchers...and that he had already spent 2, left 1...LOL. Dunno y my dream went into such detail also...and nana became emo cos of her mum...bout 8.50? Den I had to like thing of everything under the sun to cheer her up...but still turned out to be in vain...woah...my brain bursting just to cheer her up. -.-'' Heh...nvm. Tmr is CCA day...and the day after is Val's bday...and I still havent bought her prezzy. Wondering if I shd skip cca...heh. Cos she also emo...Sigh...but if I skip ar, I scared I kena sacked from the cca sia...heh. nvm. Tmr den decide ba...night nightz. Tmr still have maths test. All the best to myself for the test! LOL!Labels: dare to dream
22:37, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 16 April 2007
Hip Hip! Hurray! Haha...finally got my phone back...after 5days of freedom. but it wasnt working until 3+ cos my batt was totally gone when I got it back. but, I have survived :))) Dint work out today...dont know y also...prob cos hands were kinda sore. Nvm ba...take it was a break :) and today, I was kinda bored and went to msg ppl...den keep msging, my phone batt also dying...so keep going to charge. Haha...nana's msges was dam funny...got me all high and laughing. den while waiting for me phone to charge, I cant be doing nth right...so I went to search thru my last yr's red packets...haha. I supposedly emptied every single one la...but as I was searching thru each and every one, there was this particular gold in colour one...and guess what I found in it?! $50 sia! Shiok la...walao. Haha...dunno how it appeared also. Prob a gift from above...:)) whatever the case, its now with me...LOL. and I was all high and all until like 7+ when I asked my mum, 'dinner how?' den she asked me to call my dad...den I call him lorz...den he said he was in meeting...den he said that he would buy back dinner later. And my mum, asked me to tell him to buy a packet of vege for her cos she had left over porridge since afternoon den I was worried that my dad would only buy one pkt of vege for the whole family only...so I asked my mum how I shd phrase the sentence...den she went like all pissed and started to complain to my aunt that I was freaking annoying and all...Like wth la...ask one DAM question only...she gets all PISSED and starts saying I am ANNOYING...how bout she? Keep nagging...den after like awhile, if really cannot take it den tell her to shhhh....also never tell her off right...wth la...Thx la...everything also I bad ok? Huh? basket...so much for being worried that we would only have a pkt of vege for dinner...den went to lie on my bed and listen to dam soft music...hoping to relief my frustration...den nana called and I helped her with her couzzy's work...which they spent 2hrs on it and cant do? while it was only 2s and I knew how to do it alrd...Haha. Cant blame the couzzy la...but nana? dont become a laughing stock la pls. haha. This is more like english than maths if u ask me...and thought your england bery powderful one? Top in lvl lehz...dont play play...haha. And her couzzys were funny ba...haha. They kept annoying her asking her wierd questions and I kept laughing sia...they even thought I was a gal...LMAO! 'Jasmine Jiejie' they called me...haha. Tmr will not have course...heh. Hoping tmr will have a FULL happy day...and not like today whereby I was happy most of the time, but still became sad...or rather, pissed ba...Sux la...k ba. Tired alrd...night night world...Labels: end of (over) freedom
21:55, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Sunday 15 April 2007
today was kinda fun...woke up at bout 7+ den slacked around the comp and signed in msn at bout 9 and chatter with val...she kinda made me happy ba...haha. Dunno y also...but I think I talked things out with her ba...and she asked me to do this 'colour test' which turned out to be damn accurate sia...I was shocked sia...haha. Den whacked work out and bout 10, went to get ready for mass and went to church to eat breakfast. After eating, I was passing by the sacristy and almost kena serve...den in the end still never la..haha. Attended mass in the sacristy with ben, emman and henry at first...den Fr. Kenny came in and threatened to not give us holy communion later...and laughed quite alot ba...den when gospel time, we went out to look for seats...den henry went to sit with his frens I think? while ben, emman and me, went up to find seats...den they pung sei me sia...-.-'' They 2 sit together den I had to like sit all alone...heh...freaking boring all alone lorz...After mass, went and slacked around. Ben and ash went to do their STUFF while emman and I played passing ba...den he suddenly remembered that he had to pass nana the prezzy for her to pass to some1...den we went to find her lor. Wearing heels sia...Lol...I felt so short. Not. Haha...Jk Jk. Den went to buy back food with ben, emman and martin and went back to the SAAS meeting room and eat while having meeting. Haha...ppl look until shiok while we enjoying...LOL. After the meeting ended, I again kena pung sei...all left the room...make me stack up the chairs and close up the rooms all on my on...basket. Went to the canteen and kicked abit of soccer while they eat finish...cos in meeting, they dint eat much. and ben ar...sooooo many times, I asked him to pass me the ball...and I stressed 'Here ar...not there' den he would still pass somewhere else...haha. Go train up la...LOL. Den went up with ben and emman to the salt room and ask ppl whether they wanted to play soccer and saw the dusty glass panels...each panel with something different written...haha. Kinda funny ba...Den went to sacristy to blow air-con with em... Soon after, ben went home. Den emman followed me to my home cos I needed to change in order to play properly...haha. Went to nana' house de below to play soccer with him...When we reached there, It was seriously hot la...-.-'' den we still play lor...haha. we reached there bout 2+?3+? Played for dam long sia...played until 7 sia...den there was this incident that was dam funny sia...Emman and I played against 4 kidds at first la...den after awhile they went away. But ar...when playing ar, their keeper was dam funny...emman was about to score alrd...den the keeper was guess what...he ar...small small boy ar, but he was staring at girls sia...LMAO! His team keep shouting at him...den he still staring. Den dunno how emman talk...talk until, 'Imagine nana is the one staring and that she is staring at you (which meant me la...) and ppl shout at her dam loud, she would still look at you (me).' Hahas...stop staring at me la...LOL! Jk...Jk...Soccer was fun though...den went after soccer, went to the fitness-corner with emman and tried to do pull-ups...but I guess I was either 1. Tired... or 2. weak... heh...other times den try again ba. Almost everyday also pass by there de...so there are many opportunities ba...no need to worry. Haha. Came home and took a nice bath and went to have dinner...which was bought at what? 3+? so yeah...it was cold. But still nice though. Haha...had pork chop. guess thats bout all? haha. Cant wait till I get back my phone...its just tmr! :)) So near...but yet so far...I was lucky ba...haha. My parents dint know it was gone...I think? haha. At least they dint nag at me...so shd be safe I guess..Freaking tired now...haha. Worked out alot during the morning and den played 4hrs of soccer in the afternoon-evening? Heh...guess I shd go have a good rest now ba...Goodnight world! :))Labels: very much tired...
21:26, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 14 April 2007
hey y'all...1 more day of over freedom! I have survived all these days without my phone...heh. This means that ppl can live without phones..:)) Whacked much work out around afternoon time...den went to take a shower and went for cat class..I feel stronger now...heh. only that I am tired...last night also couldnt get a good sleep also...sian la...after cat class stayed behind and chit-chat den walked nana home...and on the way down the overhead bridge, met my mama...and again...she kept saying things. but of cos not in front of nana la...come home den she started her nonsence..I came home den took a shower cos I was as usual, perspiring after the walk...den went to look around on the web. bout 7, went to buy back dinner...den came back home and used the comp again...de bout 8+ went to eat....and came back to use the comp once again...den 9+ went to eat dessert...den once more, came to use the comp...haha. Sounds like the life of a loafer...(dunno how to spell ) Watching liverpool match till half time den I go sleep alrd...freaking dead beat la...Tmr have to attend mass and den will be caught in a dilema again? Got alter servers meeting and salt session....dunno what to do...hopefully I can be truely happy and cheerful tmr..
Today is my fren's bday! Happy B'day Daanish! I dont know y, but whenever I hear or think bout birthdays, I would think bout my own ones, and den feel freaking down...and when I was coming back home just now after buying food, I tried to smile...and it was hard...and even after I forced one out, I felt sour...I dunno y...I am like pretending to be strong...and its hard to continue this...cos its a fact that I aint strong...I might just collapse anytime...I hate this la...Pls God...give me the strength to withstand these agonising events of my life... Shit la...I am on the verge of breaking down now...enuff for today ba...Labels: dead beat
22:27, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 13 April 2007
I was just surfing the web and I found this poem...and found it kinda meaningful so I decided to share it :)
Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow
Sometimes we must fail in order to know
Sometimes darkness dawns a ray of light
To realise what made our lives more bright
Sometimes we must loose in order to gain
Coz lessons in life are best learnt through pain
Sometimes life takes us into an excruciating bend
Neverthless its just not the end
Pain leaves us a rich legacy to treasure
The beauty of it simply surpasses its measure
Tat unheard voice lingers in the mind
Simply gets triggered off when we unwind
Haha...perhaps I was too bored ba...heh. Move on ppl...move on...Labels: get going
21:22, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Shiok la...2.4 got B :) Chiong all the way sia...was freaking hell tired after the run. Half way to my GOAL (GOLD ) Heh...next wk is 5stations! Hopefully i get gold ba...hahaz. Today was kinda late to go sch...missed the 119 bus and had to walk to the other bus stop...luckily i caught it in time. Heh...den went slacked throughout lessons today...and had PE. Which i did my 2.4...I am proud of myself man...chiong all the way...den after run finish, the feeling is like dam shiok, dam satisfying lor...haha. The last part I sprinted la...den I even shouted THAT word...and I think my teacher heard la...haha. Den he went like, ' you come here ' after I finish the run...den I was thinking ,' Uh oh....' Haha. Den in the end, he only told me my timing...scared the hell out of me sia...
Den was hist. and maths...again did nth much. Den was go home :) (or rather...not home...but was dismissed from sch...) Dragged ken along to go sengkang with me...haha. after sending him off on his bus home, went to bk to eat...and supposedly to do homework, but after eating...was about to start hw alrd, nana came and all...den i ate my fries finish den we went to walk around...den she took like forever to get her things...and poor me kena tortured...run 2.4 today den had to walk with her and she taking like forever to get her things somemore...after that, we went to macs...and again, saw nana's frens la...they were like @!#!@$!@#@! loud la....i wouldnt want to act as if i know them man...lol. Of cos, they asked the SAME OLD questions la...-.-'' Den I did my maths...and I was so pissed with it cos I was like dam tired and all...and every question I tried to answer, turned out to be wrong...den I was sooo dam pissed with it and myself, that I just said the F word...and nana went like ,'omg!@#@!$@!# ' and all...den she started clapping and all also...dunno y. She got so excited hearing me say that word for the first time...-.-'' Then walked her home and she was like talking most of e time and I was like, 'uh....' 'ok...' haha...cant blame me. Was really too tired...my eyes were failing on me half of the time when I was walking...den still had to walk home all on my own...hehz. Lucky I survived. Lol. K ba...time to get a good bath and then go rest on my comfy bed...(it aint comfy at all to most of you all...its only a thin piece of matteress but it is too me i guess...)Labels: halfway through...
16:51, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 12 April 2007
heh...was dam tired and went to sleep soon after i came home today...and after that had dinner and had to do my art all the way till now...so dint come online just now. Heh...bz me...since i slept just now, i aint tired la...so i steal some time and come online. :) Today was kinda boring and all la...nth much happened...hehz. Tmr will be Friday the 13th...so watch out ppl! :) Becareful ar....dont fall. Haha. And tmr is NAPFA test too! Hopefully I dont fall while running and all...haha. I wanna get GOLD :(( All the best to myself for tmr :) LOL! All the best to you all who are having NAPFA too!Labels: beware...
23:51, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 11 April 2007
Nth much to blog about today...heh
Just that I feel odd without my phone...haha. I feel really wierd...but cant help it...so I look on the bright side and say, 'I have freedom now' Haha...Nvm ba...will get back my phone when its time...will tell you all I dont have my phone with my now only...wont tell where it is...so dont ask..and Glenn, dont tell dad and mum..dont know what they will do to me. Haha...soo shhhh...:)Labels: freedom...haha
17:37, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 10 April 2007
Boo! Guess who's back! *drumroll* It IS....the ONE,....the ONLY,.....*ching!* bEr!!! LOL...haha. Hiya you all....I am back...once again. haha. Has been a long time since I had blogged...due to unforseen circumstances, had no mood to do so...heh. Nvm...think I have sorta either gotten over it, or became numb again...-.-'' So dont blame me if you see me as a cold, unfeeling, duh person...cos I might have gotten numb over all these years of... ...so yeah...Forget bout that matter...lets move on with life. Time doesnt wait for man you know...heh. So cherish every moment you have and do not waste time on sad things cos every minute you feel sad is wasted and you lose a minute a happiness which you can never get back. Heh...wonder if these things even knock some sence into you all..
Fell down? Pick yourself up there and then and move on...it may be hurtful, but just go! No point clinging on to the unpleasent past...the bright future is awaiting. Dont let the dark alley of past keep you back. Like what I have successfully done...I fell down...and had a really bad fall...but I picked myself up, there and then..moving on. Perhaps I have not moved on myself...haha. I just chose not to think bout it. Nvm...I can choose not to think about it means that its not bothering me anymore...which is a good sign. Haha.
So, to start off my day...
Woke up late today as I dint hear my alarm clock...and I had to be like in sch by 7.15? Suay...got some class committee course...Haha. every alt. tuesdays...the course will last till next yr even. Sian...means next yr I confirm will be in class com again..heh. But the position may vary la...haha. Den waited for my take-forever-to-come bus...and saw nana stoning on the way to sch. Haha. I boarded the bus when she walked pass the bus stop...she dint even see me -.-'' Acting cool and all sia she...listening to mp3 and using phone...haha. Den went to sch all alone...and msged my fren that i would be late...den i reached sch at bout 7.20 ba...Heh. The course started just after I sat down...Haha. Den every1 in the room was like ignoring the national anthem when it was being played...even the teacher also..and sat down sia. Dont care leh...the teacher told us to ignore it. LOL! POWER la...Supposed to be at attention, we sit down and talk cock...LOL. Den was like blur throughout all the lessons....dunno y. Prob dint have enough sleep? haha. guess i dint learn much today ba...and i was like msging throughout la...lol.
Den after sch went to buy waffle and drink with my fren...den straight after I bought a bottle of coke, he said that he heard from his friend that coke kills muscles...Den in my mind I was like, 'Ok...so u tell me AFTER I bought it ar? Great...' but I told him, ' Lose muscles only what...at most train back lor. Drink shiok can alrd what....' Haha..Den went to take bus home...and was like blasting music all the way from before I boarded the bus till I met nana...which was like 3.40++? Dunno what time...haha. Not really blasting la...I brought my phone wires....but can say personal blasting lor. Haha. Den walked her home...den was again, crapping throughout. Haha...cant blame me la..I think I seriously dint have enough sleep...LOL. Den walked all alone back again....heh...so pathetic...I always walk ppl home and sent ppl off to take bus and all...but no1 does that for me. Heh...Jk la. Guess I am just a kind soul. Heh. Came home and chatted on msn...and my 'fren', dunno if I can call him that la...lol. He doesnt even recognise my anymore..He migrated to Australia..he asked me for my picture...den I showed him the one taken with nana la...den I told him, ' The boy ar, dont care the girl' Den LOL!! Guess what he said...he said, 'where got girl?' LOL! Guess she kena mistaken for xiao di again...Hehe. Jk la..dont cry. Heh. Den asked nana for a number between 30-100...and she gave 45. So I told her I'll do 45 pushups den...den dunno y, she keep complaining...so I increase it to 50 myself...haha. Arms kinda straining ba...supposed to do 100 daily...but guess today cant take it alrd..Heh.
Hopefully tmr will be a alert and bright, sunny day for me...:)) Tmr will have Air Rifle again...hopefully they dont waste my time like last, last wk...(last wk I was sick...) the stupid key to the rifle lock lost....sian. Den after waiting for 1 and a half hours, they say can go home. Walao eh...say earlier la...Hoping to get a great day tmr! And perhaps great days for the rest of my life...haha. no1 would want a really dull day right? Oh ya...and my b'day is approaching...shiet! I am beginning to dread the lonliness that might come with it...Help me :((Labels: BACK
17:29, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 5 April 2007
I have deleted those upsetting posts le...I just wanted to get it out of me. Now I see it, I become sad...so I rather delete it. So, Its gone!
10:05, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
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