Saturday 27 October 2007
Ytd was the last day of sch. Oh wells. Tuesday I'll be having class chalet. at changi -.-''. It'll be a 4day 3 night one I think. and tuesday I'll collect my results for which subjects I'll be taking also ba. Hopefully I can take A maths. Anws, I've made up my mind to do my best for studies for the next two years at least. I just have no more mood for any other things anymore. So ya.
and I'll be staying away from blogging and reading others' blogs for quite some time. I just wanna have a lonnnngggg break from all this. So yeah.Labels: Even if it takes forever I'll get my shit together
12:50, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 25 October 2007
Hey all! To whoever reads this la..Hahs.
I'm back! From tha freaking boring camp. DAng.
But I'll talk about it still.
Day 1.
Before I went sch, I packed and packed..and checked and checked. I THOUGHT I remembered to bring everything. but when I went there, I found out that my toileteries were missing. Lol. Oh wells..Lucky it was just a 2D1N camp. And than had training for my cca in the range...and half the time the people were doing things that they dint do other times. Haha. Special occasion when teachers arent around..Then. had some talk about the heart and brain. The brain can tell your body not to feel. and when your body and brain cant go on anymore, your heart will go on....
Then had lunch and went to east coast. I THOUGHT it would be much fun there...but it wasnt fun at all! Stayed there will bout 5...then went back to sch and bathed and went out for dinner. Came back and had to write nyaa and then watched some movie Remembering the Titans.
After that was pretty much free time and I went around the sch with some friends to explore..It was said that the sch was haunted..I was pretty much scared by them instead ba..Lol. I dont like it when people touch me when I am scared..and when people whisper scarily into my ear..esp if its indians when you cant see them. Just saying la..its dark and scary enough..dont scare me further when theres a voice and you can hardly see the person. Not racism though..Then went back to the classrooms..the ones that we were to sleep in, about 12+ 1+? Then played some police and murderer game with cards. The murderer will have to try to kill the civilians by winking at the secretly..then the police have to try and shoot the murderer. DAng it was addictive. We kept saying last game after last game. Haha. Then they played pranks of people after we went to sleep ba..but lucky I wasnt a victim.
DAy 2. Woke up bout 5.30. Then went to wash up..and waited for the others. then played psp and went to ate breakfast. Then the next morning everyone was winking at each other also..Haha! After breakfast, had assembly and then went to play soccer! My team made it through to the semis..but it was on a coin-toss though. Haha. And okay la...my team overall can say not bad..3rd position.
Then went back and ate a little..then had some nyaa thingy at the ava room at 10.55 again..then had lunch at 12.15 or so. had free time till 1 ba. And wow! I can do pull-ups man! I just found out ba..Hahs. Then had some stupid activities outside sch..I stopped playing em halfway..and then waited for dad to come fetch me.
Then went home, got ready and all and went to the hotel. Had the award presentation thingy..and then had the tea reception. My parents were sure fast..One cut queue. other was in the room even before me. Way before..And DANG! I love eclair! Haha. Very nice la..Hahs. Then had dinner..and then I slept in the car while they went to fetch bro and then went home. I went to sleep after I reached home ba. Too tired for anything alrd.
And today, I skipped sch. Haha. Too tired ba..never wake up. So yeah..and its freaking hot here! Kk..I go alrd ba.
I felt sth missing from this camp.
Well, it was your msges that entertained me like the other camp in March.
And no, I'm not saying I still cant get over everything. but ppl do miss things that they once did with their friends also right..So yeah. I guess I've gotted rid of the feelings..but I cant help but have a lil memories of the past coming back once in a while. And I had a wierd dream about you today. I dont even know why I dreamt about you again though. but dont worry, It wasnt anything bad about you.
09:28, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 22 October 2007
Wow. I'm tired lots. Lol.
Today I overslept..then went sch late. but it was raining ba..so wasnt really considered late. Than played inter-class soccer..gosh. it was dang messy. Wet, slippery and dirty. But my class did okay ba..at least for now. Tmr and wed all the sports ppl going for the camp..and that includes me. Oh wells. Than after sch went for training. My first training in like...erm..say a mth? Obviously I dint do well ba. And this guy beside me had to take the card that I shot and he used it for some sheit. Hmm...k ba. nth to say alrd. I wont be around for a day or two ba. Bye peeps!Labels: I had a good time the last camp
18:16, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 20 October 2007
Hmmm..today was OKAY I guess.
I somehow drank too much water before sleeping last night, and had to wake up like 6 in the morning to clear the high tide. Then went back to sleep...slept till like 9 or so ba. Than play a lil bit of gunbound? Haha. (what to do...the exams are over and I am bored at home. ) Then went to have breakfast with bro and dad. And I found out sth as I climbed the stairs. my KNEE HURTS when I do so! Gosh. Stupid fella who made me fall..Dang. Now half the time I would be limping up the stairs or when I just got off the chair after sitting for quite sometime, my first step would most prolly be a limp. I only found out today as ytd, there wasnt any stairs for me to climb.
Then went back to gunbound again after I came home..and went off to lan at bout 1+. Than this phyllis..little things also want to lie..Tsk tsk. Honesty is the best policy la. Haha. Played for 2 hours..and obviously we went back late for cath class. Lol. Hmmm...okay. Nothing much to say alrd. Byes.
18:19, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 19 October 2007
Hmm..today's...good(:
Sch was a joke much. Half the class was missing. and the other half was making racist jokes. Well, no offence but they are jokes. but I wasnt involved much ba..I am NOT racist okay. And today kinda bad in a way also..Haix. Was playing soccer during recess, then I had the ball, and I 'cut' this big fella, as in got passed him la.., and he just stretch out his leg fully, and totally tripped me please. Gosh la..he dint even touch the ball..and ya. I fell. the impact was damn hard. and my knees were damn pain but no injuries I guess apart from my skin being scrapped. And if that was a real match, that foul would have caused a red card. Its that serious.
Okay okay..enough of injuries.
Than we were playing psp at the back of the class the whole day. Then after sch went to compass with my friends again. Ate, and then sent my friend off. and then homed. And he saw SOMEONE crossing the road outside Compass eh? Lol. Say around 2.10? Haha.
Kk...now I gotta apply online for my subjects next yr.
Well, these are the overall results for this yr. not bad la..was 19th position at mid yr..now 13. Last yr I was sth like 28th position? Hahs. Oh wells.
History -81:A1
Geography -75:A1
D&t -73:A2
English -60 :B4
Maths -60 :B4
Science -58 :C5
Art -55:C5
Chinese -51 : C6
Literature -51: C6
HE -50: C6
I guess thats all. Next week will be hectic ba. training for cca for next yr's competition will start next week, got camp on tueday and wed. and more trainings. than need to collect my cert. So many things..but after wednesday I guess it should be fine. Byes.
14:40, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 17 October 2007
Okay peeps! Get on with life! Lol.
Hmmm...Today's boring. Thats all I got to describe the day. Lol.
Had some talk in the hall about streaming for like over 1hr. Than after recess went back to the hall for some deepavali celebration. Joke much. The principal was laughing also. Thats bout all this day...its really damn boring. Anws, try making peace, ppl. Lets say, If ppl offend you, dont point the middle finger. Point the index finger as well! Its the peace sign. And dont say fu*k you...say I forgive you..Haha. Thats bout all.Labels: Lets make the world a better place
17:01, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 16 October 2007
Okay! Hardcore lan-ning? haha! I have $100. Not yet la...but soon. Lol. Okay la...I still got 2 A1s after all. Had a lil disappointments here and there...but Oh wells. Here's the rest of the results.
History-70/80=87.5/100. ( Third in class yeah ((: )
Maths-Paper 1-24/50
-Paper 2-26/50
-Total -50/100. *phew!*
Science-Paper 1-22.5/50
-Paper 2-28.5/50
-Total -51/100 *phew x2!*
I guess thats about it? Haha. So total I got, 2 A1s, 4 C6s, 1 d7. Is that good? Lol. My hist the best still la...from failing last yr to A1 this yr.((: Okay. I guess thats bout all.
Well. I dont wanna care about the past anymore.
& I know its a lil inappropriate for me to say this right after that day.
but I am saying it still.
I dont want to say who's in the right or who's in the wrong.
does it even matter now?
I dont really hate you but I was just too hurt I guess and I hate the hurt.
but its gone now. together with everything negative.
And however still, I apologise. I promise, never to spoil your mood again alrite.
the past is gone. and nothing can be done to change it. but the present is what you do.
and the future is what you change. Thats all I've got to say to you. I darent even ask for a friendship anymore after all that you have been through. but its all up to you. Peace.
18:18, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Sunday 14 October 2007
Okay. My mind is tired now. but this is all I have to say for now.
EVERYONE is DIFFERENT. So why the hell do you keep comparing me?
why I never realised my mistake you say? Well, I really dint know what was that. And when I asked you, you ignored me. My fault? Okay. Whatever. I dont wanna care alrd. If you dont wanna tell a person what his mistakes are, how can he ever change? Huh? Just wth la. Suit yourself. Hate all you want. And since when did i bitch about you? You dont know what I type in my msges do you. Just assume what you wanna assume and hate all that you wanna hate. Its your life anws. If you wanna live your entire life with this hate, so be it. I dont give a thing about it.
00:04, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 13 October 2007
To all keh-pos(busybodies). dont bother looking down this post. This doesnt concern you. Thanks.
Do you understand the pain that I feel everywhere I go?
It just breaks me down..
Even at places with people, I can just start crying anytime.
but I just dont show it.
Do you know how it feels to hide the pain that you are feeling?
Do you even know what you have done to me?
Maybe its just me.
but I dont know how to fight love okay.
I just want to stop all these pain. but then again. I cant. I just cant.
It just keeps coming over and over again.
Do you know whats love?
Or perhaps. yours was just infatuation all along.
cos really I wonder how you manage to do it.
just moving on like you never knew me.
Like why? why are you treating me like this now..
I just cant stand it okay.
I am like somewhere trapped in between
and you just wouldnt let me off.
If you believed in "tit for tat",
I believe that your tat has been a far greater blow alrd.
I hate you Reginal. for all the hurt that you have brought me.
but I dont also. for the good times that we shared.
or maybe not. for maybe I was just a plaything.
Haix. I beg thee. Just to let me off okay..
stop torturing me like this.
On the account of the past?
I really dont wish to be like strangers with you.
but it thats the way you want it to be,
so be it. but at least tell me how it ended up like this will ya.
the worse part is that a misunderstanding caused this situation.
just whats the use of keeping things from me?
I dont get it okay. I dont get you anymore.
07:55, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 12 October 2007
Please stop torturing me,
torturing with these silence.
If you mean best for me,
just say it straight to me.
And it'll be done and over with.
Unless it thrills you,
that I am slowly dying more on the inside,
please stop keeping things from me.
Okay peeps! The results are in! Well, half of them.
Geography!-78/100. A1 yeah!
English-56/100? Haix. I expected better than a c5.
Chinese-50.2/100. Wow! I passed. Haha.
Literature-36/75=48/100. How bout that? I failed. and I got like 10/25 for the poem section.
Oh wells..now hoping for more good news ba. And today I was well, can say happy ba. At least for awhile I guess..Hahs. That is after I got the results for geog ba.(:
After sch went to compass with my friends. First time got a group of 5 of my friends going to sengkang.Lol. Other times is usually like bishan or toa payoh etc. Ate Bk, cos my friend is seriously obsessed, after a bus ride on 119 one day. The whole bus was full ba...so yeah. He is totally siao about em now. It amazed me how a simple bus ride like that could change his life. After that we walked to the bus stop near home, than they took the bus and off they went lor. Thats about that I guess. I cant wait for Tuesday, and then wednesday. Tuesday will get back maths and science papers..and wednesday will get back history! Hahs. though maths might have a problem getting an a1 lah...but a HOPE is better than none!(:Labels: I just dont want to anymore.
18:27, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 11 October 2007
Fate. It played a big role.
12 May-Maybe I should have kept my words back there and then. and things would have turned out differently altogether.
Okay..I'm in an okay mood now. Hahs.
Today went out with friends to plaza sing..watched what, balls of fury?
The show was so-so lah..though half the show was about some ppl who doesnt look sporty playing professional ping pong. But it gives a lil laugh ba. so overall...okay. Lol.
And today damn lucky..dint have to spend more than $7. thats for the movie lah..Haha.
My friend treated me Gelare (i dunno how you spell...) Ice cream for breakfast. Lol. It was bruch rather...so was quite full. then my he bought fries at macs also..than all eat (except 2 of my friends who was fasting. One real muslim, other is on a dare) Then he also treated me drink at the movie. Lol. Wow...than than...even later he gave me like $3.50? Cos he said keep the change if i bought the movie ticket for him at cineleisure..cos he wanted to get 20% discount at the adidas shop there. So all in all...i save quite a bit yeah. But today was damn.......boring. The most boring outing ever. But nvm ba.
And my friend lent me his phone..so yeah. i got a "new" phone now. Lol...at least it is better than my Lg one. Oh wells. Tmr is Friday! Gonna get results yo..Hahs. Hope I will get a1s ba..if I get a2, I tell you i'll cry man..cos A2=No money. Oh wells. Thats all for this very day.
20:36, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 10 October 2007
Good charlotte - Dance floor anthem.
Okay..todays holiday. tmr too. cos e exams are over! well, am i happy? I am happy that exams are over. but i am not happy. Oh wells.
Hope to get 5A1s. but just yeah...its hope. damn! I wanna go shopping..kinda random..but yeah. I really want to. though i have no money and no company..YET.
Eh..I dont really have much to say. I said what I wanted in another place le. so yeah. find it if you wanna know. cant find? Than too bad. Thats all.
13:28, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 8 October 2007
Hello peeps. Okay..Today had my lit paper. and this was the poem that they gave....I almost cried even..but yeah. I felt that it was kinda coincidental ba..Oh wells.
First Love, First Loss
We loved, we laughed and we cried,
We did it all,
Thought we knew everything,
We were love,
So we thought,
Little did I know,
your will power wasn't so strong,
You cheated you dirty fool,
We said we would make it for ever,
Love through thick and thin,
My heart shattered to pieces now,
Never again for you to have,
I don't get how you can make me believe,
Believe all of your lies and sweet-nothings,
It's just not fair.
For you I hold up my finger,
But for me I hold up my head,
Got to move on now,
Broken heart and all
I hope it was worth it,
Cause you don't know,
what you are about to miss out on,
I loved and lost,
But in the end you're the one with the biggest loss.
Anws..tmr's the last paper alrd ba..byes..I gotta go study now.Labels: Loved and lost
12:11, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 6 October 2007
Hmmmm...Yesterday was boring much. Oh wells. dont wanna talk bout ytd ba..
Anws, here's the results that I am expecting for my exams that I alrd taken.
English-Say, B3? I dunno. Haha. I never gotten A1 for EL before..
Geog-A1 ((:
Chinese-D7 lah...I aint such a china boy. =P
Hist-A1 yo! From d7 at end of last year.(((:
Art-erm...okay lah. b4? Haha. Not so impt anws..
Maths-A2? Had bout 14marks worth of blanks in paper 2 alone...Ugh.
Still to come:
Lit & science.
Haix..I thought I was okay alrd..but I guess I am still lost ba..till this day, I am still having tears flowing down my face. & There's this little part longing for you to come back..but I dunno kay. The majority, just doesnt want to also after all that have happened..but this little mixed reaction just sucks. Oh wells. I guess I am going crazy but sarang hae yo.. & Will someone tell me what to do..Please..
Hahs. okay ba...not so bad. I think got $100 in my pocket alrd. ((: Have to wait for my results to confirm though..Oh wells. Alrighty..thats bout all. Bye.
08:41, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 4 October 2007
Hello world..I heard that counting your blessings help to improve your overall satisfaction of life. Lol. Its not that hard to count blessing right? Whats more, I guess it should be easier and happier than counting the bad things that happen to you since you all are complaining about the world being emo and stuff. Haha. so yeah..
Hmmm...
I am glad I have my family and friends ba...though they are not perfect, but no one is right?Lol. Without my brothers and family members, I dont know what my life would be. And my friends too. Thank God for em.((:
Up next...it is really a good thing that I have a life given by God. Now what I have to do, is to give him back mine gift by making full use of my life.
I am really blessed with many gadgets nowdays that makes life much more....erm. High tech? Lol.
Problems that come my way, are tests from God. Should I fail a test, get up and move on! Dont stay down waiting for someone who may never come to pick you up again.
Thank the lord for my comfy home.
The gift of each other.
Okay...thats about that for now. Lol. THATS just the start. they say must have consistantcy...bout say one every week? Lol. So yeah.
17:58, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 3 October 2007
Hello world. I think I going crazy.
Just wow ba...
Had this wierd dream today...and was totally jolok la..Argh.
Dont know the meaning of jolok? go find out.
Oh wells...Right now, I just wanna get over the exams ba.
I really dont wanna care about whats going on alrd.
i also dont know what I am doing ba. Nvm..
Thats all ba...I gotta do work now.
19:32, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
