Monday 21 December 2009
Okay. So I finally got a job. Great? not.
its wayyy into the Christmas week and while everyone is happily shopping, eating and playing, I'm working my ass off, and having to face the stupid attitudes of the bosses. Also, everyone else came with friends and either speak chinese or malay. so I'm pretty much left no where with no one. To make matters worse, my only form of exit from this torturous time, has also been eliminated officially as of today: Using the phone has been banned. not only on the premises, but even in the toilet. What the heck? got scolded today also. and even talking to colleagues is banned. fml seriously.
one word to describe life now: SUCKS!
On a lighter note, Dearest came over to fetch me today. Thank God for that really. else I think I'll just die or smth. oh wells. Thats all I suppose.
Thank you Love, it meant ALOT!
01:00, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 10 December 2009
Sometimes, just looking at you, brings a smile upon my face
I know its been uberrrrr long since I've blogged. and well, life as such, has been a journey with tonnes of ups and downs. Thanks to all the emotion-filled events that happened, I've changed. In one way or another. Surely there were many negative things that happened throughout this year, and sometimes, a better alternative to those bad times, were just to drop dead and die.
but somehow, and someway, I've made it through all of them, becoming stronger with each hurdle crossed. And looking back, however long a year seemed to be, it was as if the year was gone just in a flash. and right now, its already in December and soon, a new year again.
And Results in JAN! EXCITED. haha. Hope to get many many 'A's.
However, on the contrary, I'm actually afraid of the future. Unsure of which path of tertiary education to take, afraid of regretting the massive decision I'll eventually have to make come January.
Whatever the case, I know God will always be with me through it all, guiding each step I take.
11:53, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
