Sunday 29 July 2007
Well well, Today was kinda good ba. Except that I woke up late to serve the 7am mass. I woke up at 6.54 to be exact. Then rushed to church, planning to serve still...but Father asked me to serve the next mass instead. So, I went home and washed up further and went to have breakfast with George and his friend. Then met my dad and he gave us like a hell lot of money. (I had lots of difficulty deciding what to spend on please! All those who I was with surely knew. Haha! ) Then went back, and supposed to serve 8.30, but got enough servers alrd and besides, abraham along with phyllis was bugging me real bad to take over abraham. So ok lor...serve the 10am mass instead. So I went to help out at the salt stall for awhile ba. Then having too much money, I treated amelia her Bak Chang. EH! NEVER SAY THANK YOU! HAhs. Then went to serve mass lor. My eyes may be abit cock...but I managed to spot nana! Haha. And I saw her mum at the back too! LOL! I need to change specs alrd anws. After mass went to find some friends and walk around..and Colin and 'gang' created chaos la! Blah blah...after the archbishop mass went to the front to find the others. And WEE! Went on EATING SPREE with the coupons given by FATHER KENNY! Then came home ba. Did nothing much until around 5+ then went to play soccer. got a winning streak of about 4games? Then lost and went home ba..tired alrd. Okay! Thats all for today.
Hmmm...sorry but I dint know how to react when you tried to hold my hand I guess. Anws, for now, we'll just stay friends ba. If in future when things get better, maybe we can try again or sth ba. Streamings are coming up real soon anyways.
20:44, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 28 July 2007
Hmm....today was a busy day alright. And I am sure tmr will be too. Heh. Today went to help out at church then went to have lunch with the salties. And I guess I was like rather quiet ba. Dint say much at all. Anws, I have a bad throat. So yeah. Then went to play DoD again! with phyllis, raph, abraham, glenn and tiff. Haha. Damn fun la! Go around using knife to backstab people. LOL! DoD again SOON PLEASE! Haha. Then went to my friend's birthday party...which was really boring alright. Oh and I drank alcohol for the first time! Haha. Anws, Me and alcohol DONT GET ALONG! So NEVER let me have it again. Hahas. Then went to play a lil soccer under my block with abraham they all again ba. Nth much alrd. Tmr will be a long day too ba. Will be awake from 6+ ba. Thats all.
Today I mananged to see you ba.
And your scent,
made me remember
the moments we spent together.
I was like standing next to you,
and cant be with you.
It is a terrible way to miss someone.
Anws, I am okay alrd I guess.
Just that sometimes,
It sucks not to know you aint with me anymore.
Life goes on anyways, we'll have it your way then.
Friends kay. (:
22:16, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 26 July 2007
These few days haven really been too good ba. Haix. Today, my friend ask me for tissue. Then I make fun of him...'why need tissue? Crying ar?' Then my another friend asked me why he crying..then I joke with him, Cos his girlfriend break up with him. Then he believed la...and asked me, why he cry just because his girlfriend break up with him. Haix...I guess he havent experience the pain of it ba. Definitely not a pleasent thing to experience though. I guess I am gonna give up ba...I really dont know alrd. It is like...I guess there is no point holding on, knowing that you might never come back ba. I dunno la...I may say all this...but ultimately, it is my heart that has to decide whether to let go or not ba..Labels: You made me so happy I never thought i would lose you
20:57, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 23 July 2007
Several quotes taken from, http://www.motivatingquotes.com/loveq.htm "Love is acceptance. When you love someone . . . you take them into your heart, and that is surely why it hurts so much when we lose someone we love, because we lose a part of ourselves."
"If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with."
"It's much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into friendship."
"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give — which is everything."
"When you love somebody, you should follow your heart. Sometimes when you are with the person you love the most, you feel confused. You don’t know who you are or what you want but that is totally understandable. It is natural to let go of a part of yourself to be with that person but the important part is that you don’t lose your own identity in the process!"
"You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love."
"You've got to dance like no one's watching and love like it's never going to hurt."
15:53, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Haix...Dammit okay. Everyone isnt happy. Like what has gotten into this world man?! Argh..isnt there a saying that goes, 'Love makes the world go around?' Haix..seems like it has rather broken this world down. It sucks okay. I dunno what to do now...like C*CK LA! Utterly crap okay. I just dunno..to hold on or not? Haix...I hope everything changes for the better ba..not only for me, but for everyone else too. God bless ppl.
sitting here alone thinking it through
trying to convince myself that im not losing you
why cant you just forget the things i said?
i was angry at the time but now i've cleared my head.
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong?
so tell me why....im swimming against the tide
and im praying for a lifeline
cos im losing youso tell me why
you dont care enough to try
are you giving up this fight
i cant stand, wont stand losing you.
you dont have to say a word its in your eyes
what can i do to convince you we need more time?
and i know i may have made a few mistakes
but losing you is just too much for me to take
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong?
so tell me why....im swimming against the tide
and im praying for a lifelinecos im losing you
so tell me whyyou dont care enough to try
are you giving up this fight
i cant stand, wont stand losing you.
so tell me what to say
because i need a chance to change
and i wont let you walk away
so tell me why....im swimming against the tide
and im praying for a lifeline
cos im losing you
so tell me why
you dont care enough to try
are you giving up this fight
i cant stand, wont stand losing you.Labels: losing you is just too much for me to take
15:23, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 21 July 2007
Hmmm...so its over. Banana=Ba-nana split now. If yall know what I am saying ba. Haix...I will always cherish the good times we spent tgt. Okay..nth else to say alrd.
10:32, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Sunday 15 July 2007
Gosh...today was a real hectic day for me. Woke up at 6+ and got ready to go to IHM and left house at 7 or so and went to the bus stop. Met abraham and all and went to IHM together. And I dint have breakfast...so I guess I got gastric attack ba. Freaking pain la! Sold like 8 tickets and then cant sell alrd. Thx for all your concern anyway ppl. Met my uncle and all and he forced me to eat..and in a good way, helped me ba. I felt much better after that. Then left the church at around 10? and headed back for St Anne's. Went to slack around in the salt room for 10mins or so and went to attend mass with the salties. Foo! It was a long time since I last attended mass...Heh. Then after mass went to find my dad and supposedly to have lunch together. But he pang sei! Argh. Nvm...Then went to pack lunch for myself and george and went to church for alter servers meeting..or rather, training ba. And it ended at 2.35 or so..and just nice walked to compass ba. heh. Met up with the salties once again and headed off to punggol. Blah blah blah...lazy to talk much. Heh. Just that it was real tiring and stuffy there ba. Heh. Kk thats all for today.
This week hasnt been a good one, I hope and pray that it will be this coming one.
22:19, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 14 July 2007
Okay...This week hasnt been really good for me ba. I dunno why...but yeah. Hmm...yesterday was Friday the 13th. Heh. Nth bad happened to me...but was kinda good actually. Scored 2 goals yesterday, one during PE and another after sch.( I dont score often at all...I dont find myself as that scoring type. So yeah.) Nth much to say actually...Oh ya! I wanna buy a mp3 player (sorry la...but I poor ma...only can afford mp3. Haha.) I still short of some money ba...I guess I'll be getting it on monday when my mum gives me my allowance. And today's Saturday! Like FINALLY la!! Haha. Kk...CHAO. Cya later.Labels: nothing could change what you mean to me
09:39, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 6 July 2007
Hmmm...okay. I woke up at 4+ today. Then started to flood my pillow. haix. Then from 5am. listened music until 6. Got ready for sch and today felt really wierd. Dint have any walks. haix..anws, Today took height and weight measurement during PE lesson. I am 60kg and 1xx cm. heh. dont want to reveal my height cos it will make someone feel real ... ...so yeah. Then played soccer...my class vs 2e3. The score was 1-1 ba. but we played good. Then really nth much la. Was more like stoning the whole day. k ba...Bye ppl. Tmr is AYD anws.
Okay...these few days aint really good. Schools have sucked big time alrd..and now its gonna be worse each everyday without walking with you. Haix...nvm. I'll still cherish every moment we have tgt. And girl, you are a strong girl alrighty. Be strong, and brave everything that's thrown at you. Also, strong girls dont cry ya. Heh. But still, if you ever need to cry out and/or need someone to talk to, I'll always be here for you k. After all, all of us are only but human beings.
I love you. (:Labels: Wash away the pain til you smile again
16:34, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Dont Take Anything for Granted.
“Live every day as if is your last, because one of these days, it will be.” – Jeremy Schwartz. I’m not going to stand here and persuade you not to do drugs. Nor am I going to persuade you to stay in school or not to smoke, but rather a more general subject many of us should think about more – and that is life. Life, and everything we are given, everything we have, should be appreciated and not be taken for granted. It’s an obvious statement, but I think many of us still need to acknowledge that fact.
Everyday, we wake up, go to school, chill with friends, eat, sleep, and all the other activities our day may consist of. But most of us never take the time to think about our life and what we have. For example, most of you may dread coming to school to learn, but there are many people out there in the world that would give anything to have an education. You should be grateful. . .
I hope this speech encouraged you to think twice about your surroundings and your life. It may not even be death – it may be just a simple friendship that is ruined, a lost love, anything. I hope you are now persuaded to live every day as if it is your last, and helped you to realize that you should appreciate everything, and everyone you have in your life. And once it’s gone, it will be too late. for the privilege of coming to school for an education. It’s a shame that most people in the world never really appreciate something until it is gone from our lives. Any day could be your last day on Earth. A person’s life can be taken away at a blink of an eye, at any age. January 5th 2003, Kyle Kennedy, a student at Penn Crest High School died in a car crash at the age of 16. She regrets not telling Kyle how much she appreciated him, and thanking him for being her close friend. But be grateful for what you have, and don’t take anything for granted, because you will regret it.
Have you ever lost something, particularly someone, regretting that you took that thing, him or her for granted? I have been never directly hit with losing someone close to me, but I know many people who have lost someone they loved and maybe you have too. There are so many people in the world without food and without shelter. So before you may depart from this world, which it can in fact, can be any day, or before anyone you love departs, take time to thank him or her.Labels: NEVER take anything for granted
16:26, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 4 July 2007
Hmmm....the past 2 days have been 'blur' for me. Thx to raphael. I think he would gladly share more about his great feat if you ask him. Heh. and to Raphael!:THANKS ALOT AR! & anyways, you owe me $45!!! School has been a bore these few days also ba. Hope things will get more fun ya. Heh.Labels: yet hurting yet sweet love
21:54, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
