Wednesday 29 August 2007
Hmmm...today was perhaps an okay day. Except the d&t part. Haha. Spray paint is hella fun! I sprayed the backcover of my phone..LOL! Wth am I doing here also...I got nothing much to say really. Haha. Prolly I just wanna get over time ba...cos I just ate dinner(which consisted of 6chicken wings, onion rings, 2cups of water, and a little bottle of vitagen) Haha. So yeah. Anws, I was just browsing around..then I went to do this colour test. So heres what they said about me.
You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained. You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you. You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation. What you need is some tender loving care - a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a 'kick-up-the backside') and then you'll be raring to go.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.
You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.
You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.
Thats all for today...Labels: Strength of God
23:14, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 28 August 2007
Hmmm...Okay. Today sch starts late. So here I am. Haha. Okay...I shall talk about ytd? Lol. Sch was boring much...but I managed to skip a maths period and oral! Lol. Then went to meet up with chris, martin, glenn and scott. chris and I were early? while the others ar...Tsk. Haha. Then walked to nativity and the mass had alrd started by then. And Gosh! It was packed alright..Anws, it was Gabriel Goh's funeral mass. Then went to 401 to eat and then headed off to church to study. Or perhaps, TRY to study. With people like Emman, abraham and phyllis who arent studying, Oh gosh. It was really hard to clear one chapter alright. Lol. Then Glenn went off to dunno where...johor isit? LOL! then went to meet us at LJS at about 7 for dinner. And again my parents c/ck up. Tsk. No choice I still eat LJS lor...dint want to eat food that I dont like once again. Hmmm...then homed ba. Thats about that for my day ytd.
And today...Tuesdays are supposed to be a soccer day..but oh wells. I am feeling the effects of the run on sunday still..my thighs are aching. So I guess I'll just go a little later today...and just do my studying ba. Still have science and chinese tests these two days. Thats all.
And with my eyes closed, I laid on the sofa and the memories started to flood me once again.
06:47, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Sunday 26 August 2007
Hmmm...today was an okay day? Hahs. Served the 9am mass today..cos I decided to have a change. Haas. Then went back, ate breakfast..and went online. Then went back to church at 12.15? go to the wake of Gabriel Goh. R.I.P Gabriel..Hmmm. Then went to eat at Hougang Mall after that. then homed ba. And I went to run at 5.35 or so...run until shiok sia..Hahs. Okay ba...thats about all for this day. Oh wells.
To a special someone: Just wanted to say that its not that I am acting as if nothing had happened. But I really dont know what to do alrd..nothing I do these days ever seems to please you ba. Thats about all.
19:57, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 25 August 2007
I know I have hurt you...and I am truely sorry. But please, please dont say you wont friend me. God even wants us to love our enemies..so why hate. I feel real miserable ba...can we just forget about everything and just be friends? Let the past be past? It still has to do with you...if you want to just hate me all your life, I will respect your decision and just stay away ba.
19:38, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 22 August 2007
Okay...I am sick. so yeah I am at home. AND FUCK THE ENTIRE WORLD! I not in the mood alright. THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD is such a terrible place. Thats all.
07:10, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 21 August 2007
Hmmm....my day started horribly. =/ I kinda forced myself to school please...i seriously dint want to go to school today. And I shouldnt be here too..Hahs. I am supposed to be resting! Arh...who cares? Haha. So, Today dint play soccer...the ball got confiscated by the time I reached sch. Was coughing the whole day and having runny nose also...even now still have. Argh. And my stupid pencil box got 2 big holes..-___-'' Need to buy new one. Oh gosh...need to save more money again. Today really dint do much I guess...stupid cough and stupid nose damn irritating. Went to compass after sch with my broken leg friend but he is WALKING! haha. Without crutches anymore. Bought barley drink and then took bus home ba. And yeah...I skipped IT classes today. Dint feel like going cos was not feeling well ya. Heh. Okay ba...I go rest now. Byes!Labels: And time doesnt wait for men
16:16, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 18 August 2007
Today wasnt really a great day. Argh..actually life hasnt been on the good side for a long time alrd. I somehow forgot how the feeling of happiness is like ba. & that sucks big time. Anws, back to the day's events.
Woke up at 7, then went to clear the 'high-tide' then went back to sleep till 9+. Then went online and stuff....dint do much though. then bout 11+ went to get ready go lan. Played from 12+-3. then went to rvm to eat kfc. Then went for cath class. after class went to compass and slack around at bk with raph, phyllis and ham. Then off to home by myself. Hmmm....it was really boring ba. Then went out for dinner with my parents. but went to get new specs before dinner. Then headed home. Argh..nothing much alrd ba. Its a real bad day. everyday. nowadays.Labels: Would you tell me how you feel?
22:47, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 16 August 2007
Oh wells...I dont know what have been happening to me luh. These few days just keep saying vulgarities. So unlike last time. Sheesh. Anws, My day was boring. as usual thursdays. Heh. Hmmm...Nothing much alrd? I know I need to study though...but just that I have no mood ba. Oh wells. Probably I would if you all get a studying session? Haha. thats all ba..byes.
19:33, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 15 August 2007
Sorry I dint say Hi. I cant see properly alrd...then when I got close enough, I realised that it was really you looking at me. Which kinda surprised me luh. I just dint know how to react ba..cos I havent seen you looking back in a long time alright. I was too surprised to say anth then I guess. but I went back looking for you ba..just that you were alrd gone. So yeah. Sorry. Labels: "whats minnie without mickey"
22:02, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday 13 August 2007
Oh wells...today was boring much. Dint really do anything much I guess. I want to study...but no mood to do so also. Argh. Anws, today was the first time I had Pizza Hut in a long time...the last time being my birthday when Amelia treated me. Along with nana. Nothing much to say really. Tmr will be a boring day again I guess. Haix. And these few days my friends have been asking why I so sad..but well, I dont really have the answer also ba. I just cant be happy for some reason that I aint too sure of myself. Haix...thats all.
I just wanna say sorry. sorry for everything. I really wasnt thinking then..but now looking back, I really regretted ba. Oh wells...there is nothing I can do to change things now. But I am sorry k. really sorry. You can take your time ba. I wont give you any pressure or what..but I hope you will get over things and be happy. Love much.Labels: time seems like forever now
23:02, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Sunday 12 August 2007
Hey world...I am bored much. Went to attend the 11am mass today..supposed to attend with glenn one...but he wear long pants, then ask me wear short pants lor. Then in the end he go serve..then pang sei me. Oh wells...Nvm ba...it aint the first time someone left me alone anws. So, I dint really participate much in the mass today..was thinking bout some stuff and yeah. was msging my friend for company too. :) Anws, I had a kaki in the end anws...but he wasnt that fun to be with also cos we were not really that close. Hmmm...then went for salt after mass. And I somehow dint really feel welcomed =X No one said hi to me...-___-'' then left halfway to go alter servers meeting. Haix...I dont know what I am doing with my life ba. Everything I am doing now I dont really find interest in it..Oh wells. I just wished everyone would be happy ba. And I mean really happy okay. Not some mask that people put on. Thats all I guess. Take care people.Labels: And I would miss the times we spent together
17:21, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday 10 August 2007
Misunderstandings happen at times.
Hmmm...today went out to play lan. Wasnt THAT fun as it used to be ba...or isit just me. I dunno anws. Oh well. These few days just hasnt been really happy days for me I guess. Dunno why just no mood. Anws, congrats to me! I spend my whole week savings on LAN! Argh. Wasted la. Next time dont want to go Lan alrd la. Go study instead k. Haha. Exams coming up alrd la...and I wanna save my money! Hmmm...oh yeah, still rmb raph. Haha. We went up the bus 80 to go back to compass la. Then he sat down with alot of force la...the made a loud noice like, 'Aiya!' that kind. then got one guy sitting behind, he was sleeping one, then got awaken by raph. Haha. Hmmm...nth much alrd ba.
Labels: Among the company I felt lonliness
20:56, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday 8 August 2007
If only everything was fine...today would have been a joyous day.
Hmmm...today was boring. Did nth much in school ba..but after sch went to kovan to eat and then bowl with my friends. Injured my thumb a little right from the start..but oh wells. I still managed to get the top ba. Haha. And these few days havent really been thinking much. Oh wait, It is I cant think AT ALL! Perhaps it is a good thing ba. So dont ask me why I am so duh k. Haha. Thats all for a boring day. DoD sometime okay. I am bored much. Haha.
15:37, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday 7 August 2007
HELLO! Anws, hows life? Well, I aint too sure bout it myself ba. Oh wells, this was how my day went ba.
Woke up at 6.25, went to bathe. Left for school at 7, reached school at 7.35. Went to play soccer. Woot! scored 3 goals yo! Haha. I just come onto the field then was like at the half way line la...then I shoot only. GOAL man! LOL! Anws, then was lessons ba. Had science first..and was freaking boring. Cos the teacher simply dint care alrd. So why should we? Haix. Then was English, wrote out some stupid story...about some abandoned warehouse and a group of friends. Lol. Then recess...ate on budget meal. $1 nia. Haha. Currently saving money ba. Then had mother tongue...which was ever so boring. And the teacher went through the class test that we did recently. Well, I failed ba. 19/50. No surprise though...I havent been concentrating during lessons recently. Oh wells..after MT was maths. Hmmm...quite ok I guess. Then was Hist. Did some SBQ questions then dismissed. Was supposed to go eat lunch then go back to sch for some IT course...but my friend who broke his leg and is on crutches, took forever to get out of school so that I could flag a taxi for him...so I dint go for the course ba. My friends dint go too anyways. So went to eat prata with friends and then homed alone ba. So yeah. Nothing much alrd...dunno why cant think much also. My mind is totally blank ba.
Anws rmb that if you ever need a facial life, there is always one that is free and easy! It is called a SMILE yo! And yeah, Be happy EVERYONE! (:
18:20, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday 4 August 2007
Hmmm...I guess its all over now.
You dint even tell me the reason for the split.
I guess a good communication is vital for every relationship.
It wont do any good if you refuse to say anth.
Anws, I dont care alrd.
You can do what you want to do..
its your life after all.
Just get on..
However I doubt I will get into another relationship till I reach adulthood ba.
I think its better to concentrate on studies
if thats what you wanna do.
& the greatest pain anyone can get,
is emotional pain.
Whatever the case, I guess we can still be friends alright.
12:13, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
Thursday 2 August 2007
Hmmm...I am currently having certain difficulties with my studies. Study session please peeps! ): Anws, today I did a chinese class test. Well, dint really know how to do..so I anyhow choose number and write. But at least I dont have blanks ba. Oh yeah, my friend lost his phone today...damn sad. I want the phone luh! My phone sucks...real bad. All of you who have seen it would surely agree with me. ANYONE GOT SPARE PHONE? I cant stand mine alrd. Oh yeah! Tmr got PE! Haha...I wanna play soccer again and score goals!! (Oops...SOMEONE told me not to play these few days actually. But my knee okay alrd la...nth to worry about. At most become like my friend lor...use crutches. Lol. ) Enuff for today yo.
15:58, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
