Saturday, 14 April 2007
hey y'all...1 more day of over freedom! I have survived all these days without my phone...heh. This means that ppl can live without phones..:)) Whacked much work out around afternoon time...den went to take a shower and went for cat class..I feel stronger now...heh. only that I am tired...last night also couldnt get a good sleep also...sian la...after cat class stayed behind and chit-chat den walked nana home...and on the way down the overhead bridge, met my mama...and again...she kept saying things. but of cos not in front of nana la...come home den she started her nonsence..I came home den took a shower cos I was as usual, perspiring after the walk...den went to look around on the web. bout 7, went to buy back dinner...den came back home and used the comp again...de bout 8+ went to eat....and came back to use the comp once again...den 9+ went to eat dessert...den once more, came to use the comp...haha. Sounds like the life of a loafer...(dunno how to spell ) Watching liverpool match till half time den I go sleep alrd...freaking dead beat la...Tmr have to attend mass and den will be caught in a dilema again? Got alter servers meeting and salt session....dunno what to do...hopefully I can be truely happy and cheerful tmr..
Today is my fren's bday! Happy B'day Daanish! I dont know y, but whenever I hear or think bout birthdays, I would think bout my own ones, and den feel freaking down...and when I was coming back home just now after buying food, I tried to smile...and it was hard...and even after I forced one out, I felt sour...I dunno y...I am like pretending to be strong...and its hard to continue this...cos its a fact that I aint strong...I might just collapse anytime...I hate this la...Pls God...give me the strength to withstand these agonising events of my life... Shit la...I am on the verge of breaking down now...enuff for today ba...Labels: dead beat
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