Thursday, 3 May 2007
This day SUX. Firstly, I wanted to wake up the night before to watch liverpool and even set alarm, and I cant even wake up. Den last night, dunno was it a sign or what, but I just woke up suddenly at 2.51. Just minutes after the game started and tried to kinda force myself back to sleep...but still cant sleep la. So I got so fed up, woke up at bout 3+..watch the Milan game. I predicted long ago that Man Utd would get knocked out by Milan long ago and guess was kinda true today. Woke up, on the TV, and the first thing I saw, 1-0 alrd. Watched on until the game ended and finally went to sleep. Man U lost 3-0 to milan though. Woke up at 6.30 instead of my usual 6...and went to get ready and stupid stomach just keep releasing 'bombs' so could not meet nana today. Sch was freaking boring today..dint enjoy myself AT ALL..and it dint get better after sch as well, just keeping my head lying low and keeping silent most of the time while with glenn and raph. Dunno what had gotten into me also la...prob stress? or prob I was troubled as my cher claims..Haix. How I wish my mind could be clear on what was happening..They all went to play soccer while I stayed at home and slept on the couch. ...SUX SUX SUX! Feeling totally SUCKY!! Haix......wish all these negative feelings could be taken away. I found this on my frens blog..and found it quite meaningful. 'Remember that if you need a face lift, there's always one that's free and handy... it's called a smile.' Haix...I'll try to keep that in my mind always.
Month is currently may...my fren asked me what prezzy I would like for my birthday today...and I felt wierd. One thing is prob cos that was the first time someone asked me...(apart from nana earlier this yr) other was...suddenly remembered that very day was fast approaching. I'll try to face the day as any other day or better or if there is any thing that is able to make me at least feel special for that day. and dont be scared with making a wrong decision of a wrong prezzy for me (if you are buying) cos I would like ANYTHING given to me and there is no such thing as a WRONG decision. If any of u wanna watch a movie on the 20th or 21st, do call me along...hehz. After all, exams would be over by then.Labels: fcuked up
17:49, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
