Saturday, 13 October 2007
To all keh-pos(busybodies). dont bother looking down this post. This doesnt concern you. Thanks.
Do you understand the pain that I feel everywhere I go?
It just breaks me down..
Even at places with people, I can just start crying anytime.
but I just dont show it.
Do you know how it feels to hide the pain that you are feeling?
Do you even know what you have done to me?
Maybe its just me.
but I dont know how to fight love okay.
I just want to stop all these pain. but then again. I cant. I just cant.
It just keeps coming over and over again.
Do you know whats love?
Or perhaps. yours was just infatuation all along.
cos really I wonder how you manage to do it.
just moving on like you never knew me.
Like why? why are you treating me like this now..
I just cant stand it okay.
I am like somewhere trapped in between
and you just wouldnt let me off.
If you believed in "tit for tat",
I believe that your tat has been a far greater blow alrd.
I hate you Reginal. for all the hurt that you have brought me.
but I dont also. for the good times that we shared.
or maybe not. for maybe I was just a plaything.
Haix. I beg thee. Just to let me off okay..
stop torturing me like this.
On the account of the past?
I really dont wish to be like strangers with you.
but it thats the way you want it to be,
so be it. but at least tell me how it ended up like this will ya.
the worse part is that a misunderstanding caused this situation.
just whats the use of keeping things from me?
I dont get it okay. I dont get you anymore.
07:55, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
