Monday, 17 December 2007
Hmmm...I guess I'm fine now. I've made up my mind. and said I'll be strong. so I will.
Last few days I haven been online cos I had the SAAS chalet from wed-fri. and then sat was sleeping much. and ytd, was out the whole day. The chalet was power alright...for two days, slept a total of about 2hrs only. Hahs. on the friday morning, martin, ben, glenn and I even walked to macs...and gosh. we all were like sleep walking please. Haha. joke much.
and ytd was tiring lots. went to church at like 9+ and then sell and sell...and then went for lunch at compass kfc, and well, on the way there I just felt. leftout. but I guess its alright. then after lunch, some left while ben, martin, glenn and I went back to church, settled with father some stuffs, and then went to the salt room. uh huh...long story. so I'll just cut that. Haha. then went to plaza with e rest and ate dinner. and apparently, it is either red isnt obvious enough or Amelia is just lagging eh? She took quite awhile to spot me. Haha. anws, ytd I somehow just dint eat much for both lunch and dinner.. and even after dinner, I was feeling cold all the way. gosh. Aiya wth. then macs dint show the Liverpool vs Man u match. so we went to amelia's house and watched instead. and well, Liverpool was disappointing alright. lol. oh wells. than kinda slept there...and then we left at 12+ or so ba.
Here's a quote from val's blog. I found it rather true for me too...but yeah. Here it is.
We really are two very different people now aren't we? And these days I've been thinking that maybe we weren't meant to be in the first place, maybe we weren't as perfect as we thought we were. You've made the decision to leave this time and I don't blame you, because I've not been making the effort to get you back. I'm glad that you've many people around you who will be able to provide with all the care and love you'll ever need. Just so you know, it's not that I chose to doubt the times we shared, maybe I just forgot the feeling of having you right there for me. Whatever it is take good care of yourself. Forever didn't work out for us despite the strong faith we used to have in it.
Anws, I think im just gonna stop thinking eh. since you dont really wanna talk, it is clear that you dont want this friend ba. but I guess its alright. ytd I made up my mind, to just stop. move on ber. and then, I knew about you liking ...... and well, I was totally fine. I hope. gosh. hopefully I aint lagging like always. tsk. anws, I suggest you just stay out of relationships for now or sth cos like. you haven really gotten over your best all these while, have you. mmhmmm...thank you for your care or whatever you wanna call it last night anws. I appreciate it lots. and I realised that I never really said anth to you ytd, even though you asked me a question, I would just reply using body language. Wierd isnt it. Hmmm...perhaps. It is cos of "take your fuckshit words and dump it down the toilet bowl." Sorry but its just everything has such a big impact on me even after such a long time. and I still love you Reginal. but not as a lover nor a friend, if you even call me one. Its just, you'll always have this special place in my heart. and I'll never forget you alright. Here's a song for you. No secrets-I'll remember you. its actually sung by a female. but what the heck. And you know I still wanna be friends like how we used to. just friends.
No secrets-I'll remember you
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you.
Forever baby, I'll remember you
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