Friday, 22 February 2008
Alright. My mum's the best mum in the whole wide world. a very noble mum know. she'd rather suffer herself, then letting us, her kids, suffer. She was ranting on much just now...and it just revealed to me so so much today. I never knew..
She's damn hurt ba. all the hurt for all these years..omg ba. Just seeing her cry just now, hurt me very much, and I very much almost cried too. but I held back ba. I just felt so helpless, unable to do anth to help her. but in the distant future point of view, I've decided ba.
Decided to be the best I can be. for the sake of my mum. study hard. get a good job. and just help her be happy I guess. Let her lead a good life ba.
I also realised. that ppl from poor families, are able to stand out from the rest. and just score well for everything. and even top the level! perhaps because of the need to do well ba. well, now I'll do well too.
okay, thats about all. I just so wanted to hate my dad. but nope, I've converted that hate, to motivation to study alright. Peace(:
16:17, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
