Saturday, 16 February 2008
Yo. Today was quite okay..went to church to study at 1. and only phyllis was there. then martin and all came. and crapped much. then went for class, which was like plain boring. Obviously it wasnt my teacher. Then after class, went to compass. sat at bk for like 3hrs. First hr eating, and crapping with raph and martin for the last 2 hrs. then homed. And boy, it was a real slow walk today. Oh wells. thats about all.
I promise. NEVER to be like the way the Man of the House is right now. just plain arrogant shit. doing church work in everyway on one hand, and behind the scenes, just gambling and neglecting the family. It just totally contradicts okay. Like such ass! Hate the way home are such cold places for some people. just because of the man. I'll never want to be like this. IT DISGUSTS ME.
Okay, say what you wanna say about me, but thats just the way I feel. I know I shouldn't talk like this. but I just dont get it alright. Sometimes I just cant help but wonder, if he does so much church work and it is for God, why so, does he treat outsiders, even better than family then. perhaps. this sly man just wanna show off his 'wealth' in the name of God. He aint in any bit rich at all in the first place anws. And to quote my mum, 'Everybody gets richer right. How come your dad gets poorer?' I give up. God save your people.
23:36, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
