Saturday, 6 December 2008
Mind my ranting, then dont read.
Okay, so my dad was saying about what-the-hell calling back the post-confirmands for 6mths of classes? like who would go in the first place. anyway, I dont even know if I wanna get involved in church activities now? so if my dad really calls for that action, I doubt I will even be serving as a yac?
I dont know la. its just weird. and these few days have really been kinda suck for me I guess? and I have this tat feeling I just may be suffering from depression perhaps. and boy, I wished I knew why. perhaps its the hope that God will touch me again? but yet I cant seem to feel Him at all? perhaps, I kinda just feel, alone nowadays? or maybe perhaps its cos I wanna start studying, but just cant seem to start doing so? Right now as I'm typing all these, there's just this weird feeling in my heart. like as if I am supposed to start crying any moment or something like that.
oh well. enough of the ranting I guess. I dont even know how to describe what I'm feeling right now. so yeah. peace out.
17:50, & I live by faith and not by sight for you
